I lay in Adams bed.
He licked my pussy and smiled, "You sure about dis yeah?", he asked me.
"I fuckin hate him," i said, it hurt so much.
"Sorcha, he's your cousin,"
"THEN WHY HE DIDNT TRY AND HELP ME, he didnt even care- he didnt even- care that I gave up everyfin, i withdrew everythin to pay them man back for him."
"What about Deena," he asked.
I looked at him, "dont talk about her to me,".
He stroked my pussy with his fingers, he sucked my tits and then licked my nose. I giggled, As i thought of Diane i started cryin, "Diane was shottin cos Ryan wasnt supportin her, he dont care about anyone, i just want someone to fuck him up, thats it,"
Adam kissed my neck, I had to come to his yard a day after having nowhere to go,he was the only safe place i could come to, i remembered the way to his yard from when i went to see Deena there and i liked him from then.
He was so big, he actually was a giant when he was naked, he must have been over 6'5 with a hench body, his dick was so thick, it looked like it could carry a book. To think he was a such a pussy. He smacked his dick against my pussy and said, "Whats the biggest amount you've shotted?".
"10 bags worth of dro, four years ago, Ryan dont know about it, but his dad traffics dro and one summer like four years ago, he took me to Hanover with ten other girls but they were like 22 and he made me swallow three bags of dro and then when we got there i had to shit it out,"
Adam started laughin, "whats funny, is it cos i said shit innit,"
"Nah nah, its the way u said shit it out," he said.
"well i did, i had to shit it out in a bowl and take the bags out withmy bare hands, rinse them off and give it to him to sell,"
"You swallowed 10 bags worth of dro?".
"No," i said, "i had about 3 bills worth in me, the other girls must have swallowed more cos all i remember was my uncle gettin paid 10 bags for it and he gave me 5 bills."
I started cryin.
"How are we gonna set up ryan?", i asked.
"He's gay innit?", Adam asked.
"Nah," i said, "pansexual," He gave me a weird look, "google it," i said, "why did u ask anyway?".
"If i told him i wanted to link him would he come," he asked.
I nodded, "Yeah but not bein rude, ur much bigger than him but can u fight?", i asked.
"I wouldnt fuck him up," he said, "someone else would."
"who,", i asked.
"dont watch that"
"Fuck me," i said. I was so hot right now, adam was fuckin huge, his big hands squeezin my ass and lickin my neck, i rubbed my tits against his chest, i was gettin so moist as his dick kept knockin on my pussy
He was suckin on my neck so hard, lickinmy nipples, no wonder deena was on him, he put me on the bed and slid his dick in me, he was fuckin me, "wait wait, ur squashin me,"
He laughed, he was fuckin me and then i just started cryin, "i cant," i said.
Diane.
All i could hear was her voice,
All i could hear was voice, and then i saw her sons face in my head, "I have to go," i said.
I got dressed quickly crying.
Then i left his house and just walked, i didnt even know where i was goin, tears were rollin down my eyes, I walked into a park and sat on a bench and just looked at a girl playing on the swings with her mum and i stared at them as tears ran down my eyes.
What was all this for, like all this shit, what for.
Everythin got really quiet and all i could hear were my own thoughts. I suddenly thought of what i needed to do to protect the both of us, I needed to get away from here as soon as everyfin was sorted, i was gonna go back home, see my mum, let her know i was safe, then leave. Leave the endz before I ended up like Diane, all the shit that had already happened to me, what did i get out of it, fuckin about in school, where did it get me, i see girls i used to cuss in school coming back from uni every weekend and that could have been me but i fucked about. Now, i needed to do what was best for the both of us.
Me and my baby.
Tuesday 25 May 2010
Sunday 2 May 2010
SORCHA 6
What a passa passa.
It had been three weeks since Murda fucked me and started getting bleeding ears and my termination was complete.
I was in Toni and Guy gettin my extensions put in, i used to go to a few black salons but those darkies used to be jealous of my hair that they always tried to cut it, like say i wanted to look like one of them african girls in the poverty adverts.
The black guy was doing my hair today and i hoped he wasnt gonna fuck it up like last time, last year when i went Corfu with Ryan and Damon, i told him i wanted to have my hair like Su Alise, and instead of just confessin that he didnt know who that was, he just started trimmin and trimmin and trimmin and so cos of that i had to keep putting in weave until my shit grew back.
As this guy was doin my hair,he started to talkin about his boyfriend, I looked up at him and said, "save the batty boy shit for the public toilet in a deserted park."
Then tru say man started sewin in my hair bare tight cos he knew couldnt say shit, cos the customer is always right, except if you're a Fugative fan,then otherwise you're just stupid.
My hair took 6 hours to do but when it was done, i looked even sexier than before, my hair looked like this http://thejournalista.files.wordpress.com/2009/05/rihanna30060ad031eh2.jpg but just in black.
I paid the guy 80 and then left the salon, my head felt so tight and my eyes felt like i was chinese cos the fucking weave was pulling on my head. I was so sexy, my contacts were a bit itchy but i ignored them. It was 5 in the afternoon and I had to go Bow to shot some Cheer to some bitties.
I was wearin my black reebok high tops, my sheer black tights and a navy shirt with the first three buttons undone so the mandem could get a glimpse of my tits.
I got the Northen line to embankment and thenchanged to get the district line to Bow Church.
On the train, three guys got on at Cannon street. the train was so pack up cos it was rushour and so i was holding onto the pole and some old man was in front of me. One of the three guys stood behind me. the guy who stood behind me was tall about 6 foot with cainrow, he looked nice but he had BO, it was so bad. i felt a hand of my bum, i turned to him and smiled. his boys were actin like they didnt see their boys hand squeezin my ass.
"whats ur name" he asked.
his breath smelt like he had just eaten out jentina, raw fish.
i had the cheer in my clutch bag as this guys chirpsed me. the train was so crowded that everyone was hearin this guy was chirpsin me.
I looked down and saw a 20 pound note in his pocket. I leaned over and hugged him and sly took the 20 out of his pocket and put it in mine then got off the train. Fool. That 20 is gonna pay for my dominos tonight.
I called Murda to let him know that i was in Bow and he gave me directions to the house i was gona shot to.
It was some big house, i was expecting some run down estate but it was a big house, proper big.
I knocked on the door and some Danny Dyer look alike answered in boxer shorts and a vest. He had more hair on his legs than Big Narstie had calories in his meals.
"ALLO ALLLO ALLO," he said clockin me up and down, "Murda sent you?"
"My names Sorcha."
"Come in."
I walked in. The house was so nice. I saw him looking at my ass.
He shut the door.
"Here you go," i said taking out the cheer. He walked into the living room. I followed him. He pulled out 5bills in 20 and 10 pound notes in a rubber band from underneath the sofa and put it in my clutch bag.
"You want a drink?", he asked.
"I have to go," i said.
"Ah come on babes,"
"Alright."
I took a seat in the chair as he poured some Malibu into a glass. He gave it to me. I took a sip,he sat next to me.
"You got a boyfriend," he asked.
"I'm a lesbian," i said.
"Oh nice, you ever had a threesome with two girls and a boy."
"Which part of lesbian didnt you get," i said.
He laughed and said, "if i paid you would you be nice to me." He looked down at his dick,
I kissed my teeth and got up, "i'm here to shot not to take backshots."
I put the malibu down and went to leave, he pushed me down. I kissed my teeth and whipped out my box cutter from my clutch bag.
"come any closer and ill cut a square in your chest," i said.
He walked back.
I held the boxcutter to him as I walked out of the house. when i was outside, i quickly put the cutter back in my bag and then walked away.
Fucking prick tryin to rape me.
When i got to the traffic lights, some guys in a fiat started beepin and whistlin at me. I couldnt deny, i fuckin loved it. I winked and then crossed the road to walk back to Bow Station.
I had to give Murda 350 out of the 500 now but he called to say i could keep it as long as i didnt tell anyone about the ear bleeding incident.
I was on the train, it was 7 now and all that hardwork was making me blusky. I needed some dick. I didnt feel like Ryan or Fumez and certainly not Murda and then i remembered some sexy ting from norwood. He had a wifey and two youts, but he was so sexy. His wifey looked like Precious just with a bigger face and the only reason he was with her was because of their kids. He was so stupid to fuck her and get trapped by her.
I got off the train and when i did, i saw Diane. i kissed my teeth.
She walked over to me, she was with some white girl who was toppin up her oyster card.
"Hi," i said.
"I saw you kiss your teef so dont act fake," she said, "so you shot for Murda now yeah."
"Yeah i do, the other sket who shots for him wasnt good enough."I was talking about her.
"Joker," she said, "You knw what's so weird about you, i used to roll with Rochelle and even though you two aint even really sisters, you're just a sketty as her, even skettier, tru say I heard 80% of your saliva is made up of semen."
"You're a fine one to talk Diane, you get fucked so much your pussy looks like a prison inmates asshole," i said.
"Is it now," she said, "You fink you're a boomie just cos your eyes are blue innit, i wonder what would happen if i boxed you in your eye, then they'd turn black."
"They would," i said, "As black as your pussylips, speaking of pussy lips, hows your yout."
She slapped me. "My yout is a gift from God."
"So is thunder and rain, but we stillhave to wear our rubbers."
Her friend walked over to her and then Diane said, "tell Ryan my number aint changed and dat his yout calls for his dad."
"No need to give your number," i said, "tru say it can be found in every phone booth."
She went to punch me, but the guy that works in the station said, "stop that."
Diane and her friend left.
I rubbed my cheek, thatfuckin bitch had big hands, her slap was fuckin lethal.
I walked to the guys yard.
I knocked on the door.
He answered.
"Anyone home?", i asked.
"Nah nah," he said.
I walked inside and grabbed his dick.
"You just showered innit," i said.
He rubbed my pussy.
"Where's fatso," i asked.
"Allow callin her that," he said, "shes my wifey."
"You might as well fuck a whale, its pussy would be tighter."
He took off my clothes.
we ran up to his room.
his wifes pictures were everywhere, i walked around the room and put them all down so i couldnt see her oily piggy face, tru say i didnt eat pork.
I was naked, my clothes were all over the stairs.
I grabbed his dick, he was 510, a bit shorter than me, he was Nigerian, his wife was jamaican.he looked justlike Gus from eastenders.
i pulled his dick out of his boxers,
It looked about 11 inches.
I was on this ting
I hadnt been fucked since Murda's incident.
I lay on the bed, it must have been his marital bed and that made it even more interesting. he was probablyso used to fuckin that jamaican hippo that fuckin me was goin to be like a rave in heaven.
I spread my legs with so much ease and started talking nasty.
"slide your cock into my wet cunt/dig me out/ fuck the shit out of me."
He put on arubber, i was happy he did that, i didnt wanna catch swine flu from his wife.
He slowly got on the bed, rubbed his dick against my pussy and then put his....
FUCK.
His dick was pushin its way into me.
he was bangin me so hard.
i didnt want to mess up my hair so i tried my best nt to move my head too much cos i already had a bit of headache cos of the weave.
he was grindin in me, fuckin me.
"i bet that pigs pussy dont feel as nice as this" i said, " say it baby, say that pig cant do it like me."
"that pig cant do it like you."
"say- say that pigs pussy smells like shit," i said, "go on say it."
"that pigs pussy smells like diarrehea."
"YES," i said, "diarrehea is better, erm- yeah say the pig oinks when she comes."
He laughed and continued to fuck me. i grabbed his bum cheeks and pushed him deeper into me, I started singing the nursery rhyme, you know this litty piggy.
As i was coming to the last part of the rhyme, the door burst open.
"THE PIG IS HOME!"
It had been three weeks since Murda fucked me and started getting bleeding ears and my termination was complete.
I was in Toni and Guy gettin my extensions put in, i used to go to a few black salons but those darkies used to be jealous of my hair that they always tried to cut it, like say i wanted to look like one of them african girls in the poverty adverts.
The black guy was doing my hair today and i hoped he wasnt gonna fuck it up like last time, last year when i went Corfu with Ryan and Damon, i told him i wanted to have my hair like Su Alise, and instead of just confessin that he didnt know who that was, he just started trimmin and trimmin and trimmin and so cos of that i had to keep putting in weave until my shit grew back.
As this guy was doin my hair,he started to talkin about his boyfriend, I looked up at him and said, "save the batty boy shit for the public toilet in a deserted park."
Then tru say man started sewin in my hair bare tight cos he knew couldnt say shit, cos the customer is always right, except if you're a Fugative fan,then otherwise you're just stupid.
My hair took 6 hours to do but when it was done, i looked even sexier than before, my hair looked like this http://thejournalista.files.wordpress.com/2009/05/rihanna30060ad031eh2.jpg but just in black.
I paid the guy 80 and then left the salon, my head felt so tight and my eyes felt like i was chinese cos the fucking weave was pulling on my head. I was so sexy, my contacts were a bit itchy but i ignored them. It was 5 in the afternoon and I had to go Bow to shot some Cheer to some bitties.
I was wearin my black reebok high tops, my sheer black tights and a navy shirt with the first three buttons undone so the mandem could get a glimpse of my tits.
I got the Northen line to embankment and thenchanged to get the district line to Bow Church.
On the train, three guys got on at Cannon street. the train was so pack up cos it was rushour and so i was holding onto the pole and some old man was in front of me. One of the three guys stood behind me. the guy who stood behind me was tall about 6 foot with cainrow, he looked nice but he had BO, it was so bad. i felt a hand of my bum, i turned to him and smiled. his boys were actin like they didnt see their boys hand squeezin my ass.
"whats ur name" he asked.
his breath smelt like he had just eaten out jentina, raw fish.
i had the cheer in my clutch bag as this guys chirpsed me. the train was so crowded that everyone was hearin this guy was chirpsin me.
I looked down and saw a 20 pound note in his pocket. I leaned over and hugged him and sly took the 20 out of his pocket and put it in mine then got off the train. Fool. That 20 is gonna pay for my dominos tonight.
I called Murda to let him know that i was in Bow and he gave me directions to the house i was gona shot to.
It was some big house, i was expecting some run down estate but it was a big house, proper big.
I knocked on the door and some Danny Dyer look alike answered in boxer shorts and a vest. He had more hair on his legs than Big Narstie had calories in his meals.
"ALLO ALLLO ALLO," he said clockin me up and down, "Murda sent you?"
"My names Sorcha."
"Come in."
I walked in. The house was so nice. I saw him looking at my ass.
He shut the door.
"Here you go," i said taking out the cheer. He walked into the living room. I followed him. He pulled out 5bills in 20 and 10 pound notes in a rubber band from underneath the sofa and put it in my clutch bag.
"You want a drink?", he asked.
"I have to go," i said.
"Ah come on babes,"
"Alright."
I took a seat in the chair as he poured some Malibu into a glass. He gave it to me. I took a sip,he sat next to me.
"You got a boyfriend," he asked.
"I'm a lesbian," i said.
"Oh nice, you ever had a threesome with two girls and a boy."
"Which part of lesbian didnt you get," i said.
He laughed and said, "if i paid you would you be nice to me." He looked down at his dick,
I kissed my teeth and got up, "i'm here to shot not to take backshots."
I put the malibu down and went to leave, he pushed me down. I kissed my teeth and whipped out my box cutter from my clutch bag.
"come any closer and ill cut a square in your chest," i said.
He walked back.
I held the boxcutter to him as I walked out of the house. when i was outside, i quickly put the cutter back in my bag and then walked away.
Fucking prick tryin to rape me.
When i got to the traffic lights, some guys in a fiat started beepin and whistlin at me. I couldnt deny, i fuckin loved it. I winked and then crossed the road to walk back to Bow Station.
I had to give Murda 350 out of the 500 now but he called to say i could keep it as long as i didnt tell anyone about the ear bleeding incident.
I was on the train, it was 7 now and all that hardwork was making me blusky. I needed some dick. I didnt feel like Ryan or Fumez and certainly not Murda and then i remembered some sexy ting from norwood. He had a wifey and two youts, but he was so sexy. His wifey looked like Precious just with a bigger face and the only reason he was with her was because of their kids. He was so stupid to fuck her and get trapped by her.
I got off the train and when i did, i saw Diane. i kissed my teeth.
She walked over to me, she was with some white girl who was toppin up her oyster card.
"Hi," i said.
"I saw you kiss your teef so dont act fake," she said, "so you shot for Murda now yeah."
"Yeah i do, the other sket who shots for him wasnt good enough."I was talking about her.
"Joker," she said, "You knw what's so weird about you, i used to roll with Rochelle and even though you two aint even really sisters, you're just a sketty as her, even skettier, tru say I heard 80% of your saliva is made up of semen."
"You're a fine one to talk Diane, you get fucked so much your pussy looks like a prison inmates asshole," i said.
"Is it now," she said, "You fink you're a boomie just cos your eyes are blue innit, i wonder what would happen if i boxed you in your eye, then they'd turn black."
"They would," i said, "As black as your pussylips, speaking of pussy lips, hows your yout."
She slapped me. "My yout is a gift from God."
"So is thunder and rain, but we stillhave to wear our rubbers."
Her friend walked over to her and then Diane said, "tell Ryan my number aint changed and dat his yout calls for his dad."
"No need to give your number," i said, "tru say it can be found in every phone booth."
She went to punch me, but the guy that works in the station said, "stop that."
Diane and her friend left.
I rubbed my cheek, thatfuckin bitch had big hands, her slap was fuckin lethal.
I walked to the guys yard.
I knocked on the door.
He answered.
"Anyone home?", i asked.
"Nah nah," he said.
I walked inside and grabbed his dick.
"You just showered innit," i said.
He rubbed my pussy.
"Where's fatso," i asked.
"Allow callin her that," he said, "shes my wifey."
"You might as well fuck a whale, its pussy would be tighter."
He took off my clothes.
we ran up to his room.
his wifes pictures were everywhere, i walked around the room and put them all down so i couldnt see her oily piggy face, tru say i didnt eat pork.
I was naked, my clothes were all over the stairs.
I grabbed his dick, he was 510, a bit shorter than me, he was Nigerian, his wife was jamaican.he looked justlike Gus from eastenders.
i pulled his dick out of his boxers,
It looked about 11 inches.
I was on this ting
I hadnt been fucked since Murda's incident.
I lay on the bed, it must have been his marital bed and that made it even more interesting. he was probablyso used to fuckin that jamaican hippo that fuckin me was goin to be like a rave in heaven.
I spread my legs with so much ease and started talking nasty.
"slide your cock into my wet cunt/dig me out/ fuck the shit out of me."
He put on arubber, i was happy he did that, i didnt wanna catch swine flu from his wife.
He slowly got on the bed, rubbed his dick against my pussy and then put his....
FUCK.
His dick was pushin its way into me.
he was bangin me so hard.
i didnt want to mess up my hair so i tried my best nt to move my head too much cos i already had a bit of headache cos of the weave.
he was grindin in me, fuckin me.
"i bet that pigs pussy dont feel as nice as this" i said, " say it baby, say that pig cant do it like me."
"that pig cant do it like you."
"say- say that pigs pussy smells like shit," i said, "go on say it."
"that pigs pussy smells like diarrehea."
"YES," i said, "diarrehea is better, erm- yeah say the pig oinks when she comes."
He laughed and continued to fuck me. i grabbed his bum cheeks and pushed him deeper into me, I started singing the nursery rhyme, you know this litty piggy.
As i was coming to the last part of the rhyme, the door burst open.
"THE PIG IS HOME!"
Thursday 29 April 2010
SORCHA 5
"It could be either Smurkz or Ryan."
"Which ryan?".
I looked at her, I didnt wanna lie to her but what would she do if she found out i had been fucking her dad.
"Ryan- Diane's ex," i said.
She looked at me and didnt say anything for a bit then she said, "You know he's her son's dad yeah," she said. I nodded, "And you know he has nothing to do with his own son, he hasnt given her nuthin and the babies like 1 now."
I couldnt tell her that i was carryin and goin to abort her dad's baby, that i was carryin her half brother or sister.
"Wait, Sorcha, isnt Ryan your cousin?".
"Please dont tell anyone," i said, i was proper lyin.
"And Smurkz, he's linking Diane though, why would you fuck him."
"You must not have seen him," i said, "he's the sexiest guy on road."
"Sorcha, you need to abort this yout, if you keep it, you're hurting Diane either way, if its ryans itmeans your having ayout with a bre that wont look after hers and if its smurkz your having a yout with her links," natalie said.
"But why is she linkin man when she was a one year old," i said, why was i even actin like it was even ryans or smurkz baby.
"Sorcha please, tell me you're gonna abort it," she said.
"I already am," i said, "but you cant tell anybody that i was ever pregnant,".
She nodded and hugged me, "You and Deena are gonna get along so well boy, you're bare alike, you have the same mannerisms, she does this thing where she tilts her head to the side when shes upset."
I hugged her.
She hugged me back. For the first time ever in my life, i felt pain and guilt.
"Im gonna go now yeah," she said, "There's this cake shop that Deena likes, im gonna go pick her up her favourite cake."
"Thats bare nice of you," i said.
"She's always beendown for me, i dont mind doing things for her," i kissed Natalie on the cheek then she left.
I actually sat in my living room and cried, i felt so guilty.
I hated feeling like this. I felt so bad and disgusting. How could i fuck my friends dad.
I went in the shower and the cut on my face stung a bit.
I needed to see someone, i didnt want to be alone, i needed to see someone. I came out of the shower and I called Murda, one of Fumez boys.
"Baby," i said, "come and see me."
He laughed over the phone, "you want me to come see you yeah?"
"Please," i said, "i need to see you."
I creamed myself and put concealer over my cut, it hurt so much but i didnt want Murda to see me like this. I got dressed into my frenchies and put on my bright pink lipgloss.
I started cryin, i needed P and i knew Murda could help me out.
I sprayed my perfume and then straightened my hair.
Two hours passed and he still wasnt there.
Three hours passed and then four then five.
He got to my yard 6 hours after i called. I heard his car park outside my house. I was so sleepy by the time he came. I opened the door.
"Shit boy, you look nice," he said.
I kissed him on the lips.
"You took ages," i said bare sweet, "what took you so long."
"Ryan," he said, "he almost got me into some shit,".
Me and Murda sat on my couch. "What did he do," i asked.
"Me and him must have gone to link some ting outside her school and cos she didnt wanna look like a sket in front of her girls, she tried act like she didnt know we were comin and try act like me and ryan were stalkin her so Ryan mustve showed all her girls the text she sent him about her backing us brain and letting us spit roast her and shit, and then he made her get in the car and when we were in the car her mum saw us and made her get out of the car and she was proper muggin us off like callin us hoodrats and so basically me and ryan know where the bitch lives innit."
"Oh my gosh," i said, "what did you do."
Murda looked down and said, "i told him not to,"
"what did he do," i asked.
"He followed them home, innit cos he was drivin and he erm, they were too scared to scream when he held the strap to their backs and forced them in the house."
"what did he do."
"he made the mum back him brain."
I gasped.
"I had to beg him to stop, this happened like two hours ago yeah, and me and Fumez had to go over to the womens house and threaten her innit to protect ryan and told her that if she told anybody, we'd fuck up her daughter."
I didnt know what to say. How could Ryan do that.
"Ryan's too proud man," Murda said, "like in his head he thinks he's invincible, so when the skets mum boyed him in front of me, he felt like he couldnt let her get away with it."
I actually felt sick, "Ryans a rapist?".
"Nah nah, " Murda said, "making someone give you brain isnt rape," he said.
"It is," i said, "he made her give it to him cos she was scared, its rape."
"Are we gonna talk about Ryan or are me and you gonna fuck."
"I need P," i said, "i wanna start shotting for you."
He laughed, "the man that i shot too arent road man y'nah, they're cracked out bitties."
"I dont care," i said, "I need to start shottin for you,".
"You wouldnt know what you'd be sellin," he said. "I dont sell Dro, i'll see shit like meow meow, do you even know what that is."
"methadrone," i said.
"fucks u up," he said, "thats why its worth so much."
"How much would i make for shottin for you," i asked.
"Alright, lets just say that some chick that shots for me just paid for a A class mercedes from the dough she made from shottin for me."
"Let me do it," i said.
"You'd be too prang."
"And this chick isnt?", i asked.
"Diane's raggo you know,".
"Diane?,why the fuck is this bitch suddenly on everyones lips."
"Ryan's baby mum," Murda laughed, "she's the biggest slosh on road, even bigger than you."
"Fuck you," i laughed, "Let me start shottin for you."
"Alright," he said.
I kissed his neck.
He smelled of dro as he squeezed my ass.
He was so sexy. He was short, like 5 foot 4, but he was so wedge. nice shape up, big hands and from what one of my friends had said, a big dick. I hoped she wasnt chattin shit cos my pussy was gettin moist for this guy.
"Can i suck your dick please Murda."
"Gwan."
I took down his joggin bottoms. he wasnt wearin any underwear.
"commando flex yeah?".
He laughed.
I took the dick in my mouth. i wasnt gonna tell him i was in the middle of a termination. His dick was about 8 inches, bleh! it was going to have a lot of room in my pussy.
i sucked the dick bare slow, letting my tongue flicker around the tip whilst sucking the entire thing. I was so horny, he was playing with my tits. i lay on the sofa with my bum in the air and my mouth on his dick.
He was groanin.
I started suckin faster, i slowly deepthroated it, i gagged a bit but i didnt care, i needed to make this head so sick so he wouldnt change his mind about letting him shot for me.
"get naked,".
I took off everything.
i sat next to him, i rested my thigh over his naked thigh. he started playing with my pussy.
"Your pussy feels so nice," he said.
"Fuck me," i said.
He looked at me.
"I cant,".
His fingers crept into my pussy. "why not," i asked, "you're already hard."
"I'm a virgin."
I gasped. "A what," i asked. Shit boy, i hadnt heard that word since sunday school.
"You're a virgin," i asked.
He nodded.
I kissed his lips.
THIS WAS FUCKING PERFECT. If i was his first beat, he'd love me and make sure id always shot for him. This was the first time i was gonna give The Sorcha Beat to a virgin.
It was time for me to take control of his cocky.
I slowly sat on his dick, "im gonna ride u bare slow and if u feel like ur gonna cum, jus tell me and ill stop."
He nodded.
He was so nervous.
I rode the dick slowly, slowly nibbling at his ear. LOOL. Murda a virgin, i was suprised that ryan hadnt hooked him up with one of his boshes. anyway it was workin to my advantage, once murda had sampled my pussy, he'd always be gassed over me. Taking a mans virginity was fuckin power and i felt like margaret thatcher and his dick was britain, i was gonna suck him dry.
"Im gonna buss."
I jumped up. "Make it stop," i whispered. "if you buss we cant fuck for longer, u dont want that do you?".
i looked at his dick. only precum came out. Yes. he had been able to control himself.
I rubbed my tits against his head and touched his chest, i grabbed his dick.
I got on top and started riding. his dick felt so nice in me. shit. i suddenly realized how good dick felt. it was so thick and hard in me, like it was born to be there.
i bounced on the dick saying bare shit.
"murda me!".
"gimme the dick murda."OHSHIT.
His dick touched a very nice nerve, i giggled and started sweating. he laughed cos i know he felt it too. he grabbed my ass as i kept on riding. i was panting so hard, my heart was beating. I feel sorry for those girls whose man cant do it boy, they're missing out cos murda's virgin dick was making me haps.
I looked at him, i saw a tear role down his right eye.
I was riding so slow and nice. i kissed his neck. This was the nicest beat id had in ages,
"lemme get on top," he said.
I giggled, "ive created a monster," i said.
I led him up to my room and lay on the bed.
He slowly got on top and put it in and started fuckin me slowly.
"Oh," i groaned, i wasnt even faking, there wasnt an inch of his dick i wasnt feelin and feenin.
He started jookin me. he had his hands around my neck gently as his waist twisted and turned in me. the dick was in me so hard. it slipped out. he put back in quickly.
"make diane stop shottin for you, make me your only one," i said.
"cool cool,"he said fuckin me.
i grabbed his neck as he fucked me. uh uh uh uh uh. he was lickin my neck as he was fucking me so raw. his Vline was bangin into mine. i spanked him.
we both started laughin.
oh fuck!
his dick was like a radiator in my pussy, it was warmin it up, i felt like his dick belonged in my pussy, i didnt want it to leave. he was pushin it so hard in me. so fucking hard and fast in me. "ah aha ahahaahahahaaha uh uh uuhuh."
my man was hackin it out, he was on a mission.
"harder."
he gave it to me harder, i was being fucked like a rag doll and the dick was strokin all the nerves in my pussy. he stuck his tonguedown my mouth and down my throat. our lps were jammed together.
his dick in my pussy.
my tongue in his mouth.
the both of us on the bed.
"FACK!".
He pulled out and held his head cryin out in pain.
"whats wrong."
"my head-" he screamed, "it fuckin hurts."
"should i get u a paracetemol."
He was rolling around the bed screaming in pain.
I looked at him.
His ears were bleeding.
"Which ryan?".
I looked at her, I didnt wanna lie to her but what would she do if she found out i had been fucking her dad.
"Ryan- Diane's ex," i said.
She looked at me and didnt say anything for a bit then she said, "You know he's her son's dad yeah," she said. I nodded, "And you know he has nothing to do with his own son, he hasnt given her nuthin and the babies like 1 now."
I couldnt tell her that i was carryin and goin to abort her dad's baby, that i was carryin her half brother or sister.
"Wait, Sorcha, isnt Ryan your cousin?".
"Please dont tell anyone," i said, i was proper lyin.
"And Smurkz, he's linking Diane though, why would you fuck him."
"You must not have seen him," i said, "he's the sexiest guy on road."
"Sorcha, you need to abort this yout, if you keep it, you're hurting Diane either way, if its ryans itmeans your having ayout with a bre that wont look after hers and if its smurkz your having a yout with her links," natalie said.
"But why is she linkin man when she was a one year old," i said, why was i even actin like it was even ryans or smurkz baby.
"Sorcha please, tell me you're gonna abort it," she said.
"I already am," i said, "but you cant tell anybody that i was ever pregnant,".
She nodded and hugged me, "You and Deena are gonna get along so well boy, you're bare alike, you have the same mannerisms, she does this thing where she tilts her head to the side when shes upset."
I hugged her.
She hugged me back. For the first time ever in my life, i felt pain and guilt.
"Im gonna go now yeah," she said, "There's this cake shop that Deena likes, im gonna go pick her up her favourite cake."
"Thats bare nice of you," i said.
"She's always beendown for me, i dont mind doing things for her," i kissed Natalie on the cheek then she left.
I actually sat in my living room and cried, i felt so guilty.
I hated feeling like this. I felt so bad and disgusting. How could i fuck my friends dad.
I went in the shower and the cut on my face stung a bit.
I needed to see someone, i didnt want to be alone, i needed to see someone. I came out of the shower and I called Murda, one of Fumez boys.
"Baby," i said, "come and see me."
He laughed over the phone, "you want me to come see you yeah?"
"Please," i said, "i need to see you."
I creamed myself and put concealer over my cut, it hurt so much but i didnt want Murda to see me like this. I got dressed into my frenchies and put on my bright pink lipgloss.
I started cryin, i needed P and i knew Murda could help me out.
I sprayed my perfume and then straightened my hair.
Two hours passed and he still wasnt there.
Three hours passed and then four then five.
He got to my yard 6 hours after i called. I heard his car park outside my house. I was so sleepy by the time he came. I opened the door.
"Shit boy, you look nice," he said.
I kissed him on the lips.
"You took ages," i said bare sweet, "what took you so long."
"Ryan," he said, "he almost got me into some shit,".
Me and Murda sat on my couch. "What did he do," i asked.
"Me and him must have gone to link some ting outside her school and cos she didnt wanna look like a sket in front of her girls, she tried act like she didnt know we were comin and try act like me and ryan were stalkin her so Ryan mustve showed all her girls the text she sent him about her backing us brain and letting us spit roast her and shit, and then he made her get in the car and when we were in the car her mum saw us and made her get out of the car and she was proper muggin us off like callin us hoodrats and so basically me and ryan know where the bitch lives innit."
"Oh my gosh," i said, "what did you do."
Murda looked down and said, "i told him not to,"
"what did he do," i asked.
"He followed them home, innit cos he was drivin and he erm, they were too scared to scream when he held the strap to their backs and forced them in the house."
"what did he do."
"he made the mum back him brain."
I gasped.
"I had to beg him to stop, this happened like two hours ago yeah, and me and Fumez had to go over to the womens house and threaten her innit to protect ryan and told her that if she told anybody, we'd fuck up her daughter."
I didnt know what to say. How could Ryan do that.
"Ryan's too proud man," Murda said, "like in his head he thinks he's invincible, so when the skets mum boyed him in front of me, he felt like he couldnt let her get away with it."
I actually felt sick, "Ryans a rapist?".
"Nah nah, " Murda said, "making someone give you brain isnt rape," he said.
"It is," i said, "he made her give it to him cos she was scared, its rape."
"Are we gonna talk about Ryan or are me and you gonna fuck."
"I need P," i said, "i wanna start shotting for you."
He laughed, "the man that i shot too arent road man y'nah, they're cracked out bitties."
"I dont care," i said, "I need to start shottin for you,".
"You wouldnt know what you'd be sellin," he said. "I dont sell Dro, i'll see shit like meow meow, do you even know what that is."
"methadrone," i said.
"fucks u up," he said, "thats why its worth so much."
"How much would i make for shottin for you," i asked.
"Alright, lets just say that some chick that shots for me just paid for a A class mercedes from the dough she made from shottin for me."
"Let me do it," i said.
"You'd be too prang."
"And this chick isnt?", i asked.
"Diane's raggo you know,".
"Diane?,why the fuck is this bitch suddenly on everyones lips."
"Ryan's baby mum," Murda laughed, "she's the biggest slosh on road, even bigger than you."
"Fuck you," i laughed, "Let me start shottin for you."
"Alright," he said.
I kissed his neck.
He smelled of dro as he squeezed my ass.
He was so sexy. He was short, like 5 foot 4, but he was so wedge. nice shape up, big hands and from what one of my friends had said, a big dick. I hoped she wasnt chattin shit cos my pussy was gettin moist for this guy.
"Can i suck your dick please Murda."
"Gwan."
I took down his joggin bottoms. he wasnt wearin any underwear.
"commando flex yeah?".
He laughed.
I took the dick in my mouth. i wasnt gonna tell him i was in the middle of a termination. His dick was about 8 inches, bleh! it was going to have a lot of room in my pussy.
i sucked the dick bare slow, letting my tongue flicker around the tip whilst sucking the entire thing. I was so horny, he was playing with my tits. i lay on the sofa with my bum in the air and my mouth on his dick.
He was groanin.
I started suckin faster, i slowly deepthroated it, i gagged a bit but i didnt care, i needed to make this head so sick so he wouldnt change his mind about letting him shot for me.
"get naked,".
I took off everything.
i sat next to him, i rested my thigh over his naked thigh. he started playing with my pussy.
"Your pussy feels so nice," he said.
"Fuck me," i said.
He looked at me.
"I cant,".
His fingers crept into my pussy. "why not," i asked, "you're already hard."
"I'm a virgin."
I gasped. "A what," i asked. Shit boy, i hadnt heard that word since sunday school.
"You're a virgin," i asked.
He nodded.
I kissed his lips.
THIS WAS FUCKING PERFECT. If i was his first beat, he'd love me and make sure id always shot for him. This was the first time i was gonna give The Sorcha Beat to a virgin.
It was time for me to take control of his cocky.
I slowly sat on his dick, "im gonna ride u bare slow and if u feel like ur gonna cum, jus tell me and ill stop."
He nodded.
He was so nervous.
I rode the dick slowly, slowly nibbling at his ear. LOOL. Murda a virgin, i was suprised that ryan hadnt hooked him up with one of his boshes. anyway it was workin to my advantage, once murda had sampled my pussy, he'd always be gassed over me. Taking a mans virginity was fuckin power and i felt like margaret thatcher and his dick was britain, i was gonna suck him dry.
"Im gonna buss."
I jumped up. "Make it stop," i whispered. "if you buss we cant fuck for longer, u dont want that do you?".
i looked at his dick. only precum came out. Yes. he had been able to control himself.
I rubbed my tits against his head and touched his chest, i grabbed his dick.
I got on top and started riding. his dick felt so nice in me. shit. i suddenly realized how good dick felt. it was so thick and hard in me, like it was born to be there.
i bounced on the dick saying bare shit.
"murda me!".
"gimme the dick murda."OHSHIT.
His dick touched a very nice nerve, i giggled and started sweating. he laughed cos i know he felt it too. he grabbed my ass as i kept on riding. i was panting so hard, my heart was beating. I feel sorry for those girls whose man cant do it boy, they're missing out cos murda's virgin dick was making me haps.
I looked at him, i saw a tear role down his right eye.
I was riding so slow and nice. i kissed his neck. This was the nicest beat id had in ages,
"lemme get on top," he said.
I giggled, "ive created a monster," i said.
I led him up to my room and lay on the bed.
He slowly got on top and put it in and started fuckin me slowly.
"Oh," i groaned, i wasnt even faking, there wasnt an inch of his dick i wasnt feelin and feenin.
He started jookin me. he had his hands around my neck gently as his waist twisted and turned in me. the dick was in me so hard. it slipped out. he put back in quickly.
"make diane stop shottin for you, make me your only one," i said.
"cool cool,"he said fuckin me.
i grabbed his neck as he fucked me. uh uh uh uh uh. he was lickin my neck as he was fucking me so raw. his Vline was bangin into mine. i spanked him.
we both started laughin.
oh fuck!
his dick was like a radiator in my pussy, it was warmin it up, i felt like his dick belonged in my pussy, i didnt want it to leave. he was pushin it so hard in me. so fucking hard and fast in me. "ah aha ahahaahahahaaha uh uh uuhuh."
my man was hackin it out, he was on a mission.
"harder."
he gave it to me harder, i was being fucked like a rag doll and the dick was strokin all the nerves in my pussy. he stuck his tonguedown my mouth and down my throat. our lps were jammed together.
his dick in my pussy.
my tongue in his mouth.
the both of us on the bed.
"FACK!".
He pulled out and held his head cryin out in pain.
"whats wrong."
"my head-" he screamed, "it fuckin hurts."
"should i get u a paracetemol."
He was rolling around the bed screaming in pain.
I looked at him.
His ears were bleeding.
Tuesday 30 March 2010
SORCHA 4
I lay in bed wondering who the person that called me could be.
I was bare shook cos whoever had tried to bottle me was probably angry they had failed at doing it.
I cleaned my pussy with the duvet and went into shower being careful not to wash my plaster away.
I got out, cleaned myself with my towel and then my phone rang. it was aiden.
"Hello."
"It was me who just called, wheres my fuckin money."
I almost shat myself, my stomach felt cold, the inside felt cold with fear.
"Aiden, I promise Ill pay you," i said.
"Nah nah Sorcha, youve been saying that from last year you know howmany people would have shanked u up for that shit you pulled, u owe me 4 bills, where the fuck is it?"
"I dont have it," I said, "Ill get it for you soon."
"Look outside your window," he said.
Tears ran down my eyes as i walked to the window and saw him at my front door.
"Open the door," he said.
I was so scared, i was thinkin to call the police but aiden wasnt the kind of bre to fuck about with, i threw off my towel and put on my bathrobe and ran downstairs and opened the door.
He kissed his teeth and came inside. i shut the door behind me.
"Was dat Smurkz and his boys that just left here,"he asked looking at my tits.
"Yeah it was,"
"Sorcha, when I gave you that money you promised to pay it back," he said with the palm of his hand strokin my face. "And the worst part is that your room is bigger than my mums flat."
"Aiden allow me please,"I begged, "Ill get your money."
"You told me that your mum needed to have medical treatment abroad and dats why i gave u the money, i should have fucked you up."
what a fool, i told him as a joke and he gave me the money i didnt turn it down.
"I can find another way to pay you," i said.
"Gwan."
I lowered myself to my mouth was face to face with his zip.
he punched me.
"U think mans some any dick ed in life, i can get brain from any chick i want, you think mans gonna let you you put your lips on my dick when i can still smell smurkz come on your breath"
I slowly stood up. He walked into my living room and unplugged my sound system and picked it up.
"Please Aiden, its not mine, its my majs"
I tried to stop him but he pushed me down.
"This has to be worth out 50, from now on yeah, everyday you dont pay me back i'll add 30 pounds to how much u owe me."
He spat on me and then left. I wiped it off with the palm of my hand and started cryin.
what was i gonna tell my mum about her sound system.
the cut on my face was starting to hurt.
I was so shook, i owed bare heads money
I called Aiden back, "Please come back."
He said kl and he was back within the hour.
he came in and we sat in my room on the bed.
"aiden, i cant afford to pay you back, but ill do anythin u want, ill do line ups for all your boys, ill be your chick, just please allow me."
I touched his dick and kissed his neck.
He looked at me as i ran my fingers through his dreads, i felt like vomiting, he was so butters.
I undid his zip and took off his boxers.
4 inches of nothing.
He had a boner and it was 4 inches.
I smiled and said, "aiden its so big."
"dont patronize man," he said.
"no no i mean it, i dont think ican fit it in my mouth."
I saw him smurk and then he said, "its big innit."
I nodded as i put my mouth on the dick, i couldnt even feel it on my tongue. I was basically sucking air.
Then he buss.
It was salty.
I had to smile.
He lay back on the bed panting.
I wanted to vomit so hard as i looked as the spots on his thighs and the big fat spot he had on his balls.
"Do u wanna fuck," i asked.
he was pantin, FUCKING WASTEMAN!
Then he sat up and said, "eat my ass."
I jumped back.
"if u want me to forget about the money innit, eat my ass."
"Im not doing that, u can fuck right off," i said, "thats disgusting, id rather pay you the money."
Then he stood up, pulled up his trousers, walked over to me and grabbed my neck, "Sorcha, do u want me to have some of my boys pay your mum a visit when shes home alone."
I started cryin, "cos if shes a sket like you, we'll have fun with her, we like white bitches innit and ur mum mus love black dick cos ur a mixraced sket."
Then he kicked me in the stomach and pushed me on the floor.
"Beg me to forgive you," he said.
he grabbed me by the back of my neck and sed, "if u dont beg me, we'll be back here tonight and do fucked up shit to your mum in front of you."
"Forgive me," i sobbed.
"I cant hear you sket,".
"Aiden please forgive me."
Then he pulled down his jeans and turned his back to me.
When he left, i ran into the toiletand vomited, i could smell it in my mouth. i leaned over the toilet and vomited, i vomited so much out. the toilet stank of it. I flushed the toilet and went into the bathroom and just lay on the floor crying, i cried so hard, i wanted to die, i could tell that i had swallowed bits of it , i vomited again in the sink and again and again and again.
I cleaned the toilet and the bathroom sink.
I got into the shower and cried. theni got out and called my mum,
"mum," i said, "i broke the sound system."
"oh no," she said, "how did that happen?"
"I was dancing and i hit, then it broke," i lied trying not to cry.
"its ok- dont throw it away we can get it fixed."
"i already did,"
"oh that silly sorcha."
"mum where are you?"
"me? erm, sorcha remember i told you i was seeing someone."
"no."
"well ive come to see him in bedfordshire."
"u said u were going to work,"
"i have the day off, listen ill call you later."
"when will you be home."
"Ill call you later, bye."
She put the phone down.
I cried.
I sat on the floor and cried. i wanted to jus run away, and jus leave London. I was so lonely. I called Natalie.
"Babes, can you come round please," i cried.
"Oh my gosh," she said, "yeah yeah, why are you crying."
"Ill tell you when you get here."
Half an hour later and she was there. I hugged her. She came inside.
"Sorcha whats wrong,"
we sat in the living room and i told her everything, about all the money i owed and me almost getting bottled. she hugged me and said, "sorcha, oh mygosh."
"and im pregnant," i said, "And you know the father."
"Who is it?".
I was bare shook cos whoever had tried to bottle me was probably angry they had failed at doing it.
I cleaned my pussy with the duvet and went into shower being careful not to wash my plaster away.
I got out, cleaned myself with my towel and then my phone rang. it was aiden.
"Hello."
"It was me who just called, wheres my fuckin money."
I almost shat myself, my stomach felt cold, the inside felt cold with fear.
"Aiden, I promise Ill pay you," i said.
"Nah nah Sorcha, youve been saying that from last year you know howmany people would have shanked u up for that shit you pulled, u owe me 4 bills, where the fuck is it?"
"I dont have it," I said, "Ill get it for you soon."
"Look outside your window," he said.
Tears ran down my eyes as i walked to the window and saw him at my front door.
"Open the door," he said.
I was so scared, i was thinkin to call the police but aiden wasnt the kind of bre to fuck about with, i threw off my towel and put on my bathrobe and ran downstairs and opened the door.
He kissed his teeth and came inside. i shut the door behind me.
"Was dat Smurkz and his boys that just left here,"he asked looking at my tits.
"Yeah it was,"
"Sorcha, when I gave you that money you promised to pay it back," he said with the palm of his hand strokin my face. "And the worst part is that your room is bigger than my mums flat."
"Aiden allow me please,"I begged, "Ill get your money."
"You told me that your mum needed to have medical treatment abroad and dats why i gave u the money, i should have fucked you up."
what a fool, i told him as a joke and he gave me the money i didnt turn it down.
"I can find another way to pay you," i said.
"Gwan."
I lowered myself to my mouth was face to face with his zip.
he punched me.
"U think mans some any dick ed in life, i can get brain from any chick i want, you think mans gonna let you you put your lips on my dick when i can still smell smurkz come on your breath"
I slowly stood up. He walked into my living room and unplugged my sound system and picked it up.
"Please Aiden, its not mine, its my majs"
I tried to stop him but he pushed me down.
"This has to be worth out 50, from now on yeah, everyday you dont pay me back i'll add 30 pounds to how much u owe me."
He spat on me and then left. I wiped it off with the palm of my hand and started cryin.
what was i gonna tell my mum about her sound system.
the cut on my face was starting to hurt.
I was so shook, i owed bare heads money
I called Aiden back, "Please come back."
He said kl and he was back within the hour.
he came in and we sat in my room on the bed.
"aiden, i cant afford to pay you back, but ill do anythin u want, ill do line ups for all your boys, ill be your chick, just please allow me."
I touched his dick and kissed his neck.
He looked at me as i ran my fingers through his dreads, i felt like vomiting, he was so butters.
I undid his zip and took off his boxers.
4 inches of nothing.
He had a boner and it was 4 inches.
I smiled and said, "aiden its so big."
"dont patronize man," he said.
"no no i mean it, i dont think ican fit it in my mouth."
I saw him smurk and then he said, "its big innit."
I nodded as i put my mouth on the dick, i couldnt even feel it on my tongue. I was basically sucking air.
Then he buss.
It was salty.
I had to smile.
He lay back on the bed panting.
I wanted to vomit so hard as i looked as the spots on his thighs and the big fat spot he had on his balls.
"Do u wanna fuck," i asked.
he was pantin, FUCKING WASTEMAN!
Then he sat up and said, "eat my ass."
I jumped back.
"if u want me to forget about the money innit, eat my ass."
"Im not doing that, u can fuck right off," i said, "thats disgusting, id rather pay you the money."
Then he stood up, pulled up his trousers, walked over to me and grabbed my neck, "Sorcha, do u want me to have some of my boys pay your mum a visit when shes home alone."
I started cryin, "cos if shes a sket like you, we'll have fun with her, we like white bitches innit and ur mum mus love black dick cos ur a mixraced sket."
Then he kicked me in the stomach and pushed me on the floor.
"Beg me to forgive you," he said.
he grabbed me by the back of my neck and sed, "if u dont beg me, we'll be back here tonight and do fucked up shit to your mum in front of you."
"Forgive me," i sobbed.
"I cant hear you sket,".
"Aiden please forgive me."
Then he pulled down his jeans and turned his back to me.
When he left, i ran into the toiletand vomited, i could smell it in my mouth. i leaned over the toilet and vomited, i vomited so much out. the toilet stank of it. I flushed the toilet and went into the bathroom and just lay on the floor crying, i cried so hard, i wanted to die, i could tell that i had swallowed bits of it , i vomited again in the sink and again and again and again.
I cleaned the toilet and the bathroom sink.
I got into the shower and cried. theni got out and called my mum,
"mum," i said, "i broke the sound system."
"oh no," she said, "how did that happen?"
"I was dancing and i hit, then it broke," i lied trying not to cry.
"its ok- dont throw it away we can get it fixed."
"i already did,"
"oh that silly sorcha."
"mum where are you?"
"me? erm, sorcha remember i told you i was seeing someone."
"no."
"well ive come to see him in bedfordshire."
"u said u were going to work,"
"i have the day off, listen ill call you later."
"when will you be home."
"Ill call you later, bye."
She put the phone down.
I cried.
I sat on the floor and cried. i wanted to jus run away, and jus leave London. I was so lonely. I called Natalie.
"Babes, can you come round please," i cried.
"Oh my gosh," she said, "yeah yeah, why are you crying."
"Ill tell you when you get here."
Half an hour later and she was there. I hugged her. She came inside.
"Sorcha whats wrong,"
we sat in the living room and i told her everything, about all the money i owed and me almost getting bottled. she hugged me and said, "sorcha, oh mygosh."
"and im pregnant," i said, "And you know the father."
"Who is it?".
Sunday 28 March 2010
SORCHA 3
The bottle hit my cheek and it grazed me cos i dodged it a bit.
I saw who it was, it was one of Chanels boys. some man tried to stop him from running but he kicked the man and ran away. everyone at the bus stop ran to comfort me and i was like, "yeah yeah im ok."
"you should get to a hospital." one old lady said.
"yeah im going now anyway," i said. i was bare shaken up and then i started crying.
i got on the bus and some lady gave me a tissue to stop the blood pouring from my face.
"we should call the police," one woman said.
"Im ok," i said.
"it could have been one of us," one african lady said, "what is this world coming to."
I wiped my tears and got off and went to the clinic to kill the baby.
I went to the reception to confirm my time and i waited in the lounge area, the receptionist saw my cut and gave me a plaster.
i put it on and waited.
I knew how this was gonna work, cos It would be the same as the last three times,
Basically they give you somepill called mifepristone and then two days later, they give this ting called prostaglandin. Then it just feels like you're having a heavy period, thats what happens when you're less than 9 weeks.
I went in to see the doctor, she gave me the pill and told me to back tommorow for prostaglandin.
I was bare shook to go back home so I decided to go and link some guy, Mathew. He was Ugandan and he was in the year above me in school and he was going out with my friend Shareeka but when i started linking him, she found out and so they broke up and every now and again id go and link him for a beat.
He lived ten minutes from the clinic and so I said id go and see him and then ask me to dropme home so id feel safe cos i knew it was one of chanels boys who tried to bottle me.
I walked to his door and knocked.
it took time for him to answer and then he did, "shit," he said.
"U free," i asked.
"Sorcha- this isnt a good ti-"
"Oh shit, look what the cat dragged in."
I kissed my teeth, it was Shareeka.
"Ill go," i said.
"Nah nah sorcha, dont bother, you need to hear this," she said. she was in nothing but a bra and jeans.
"Shareeka, allow her, she knows the deal thats why shes going." Mathew said.
then shareeka said, "You came here to fuck my man innit, im not surpised you sneaky sket."
"I beg you mind how you talk to me babes cos tru say you have herpes."
"He ALREADY knows," Shareeka said, "You dirt slag, i should have fucked you up when i found out you were trying to link him."
"Is that what he told you," I laughed, "He was fucking me everyday you dumb sket."
"She's lying,"Mathew said.
"I thought you knew Shareeka," I said bare suprised.
"Shes chatting shit," Mathew said, "Fuck off sorcha."
Shareeka looked like she was getting vex, so i kept going, "You know that time I told you I was helping him pick out your birthday present, he was fucking me in his bed, don't believe me? hes uncircumcised and has a birth mark on his left ball sack and he cums when you blow in his ear."
She punched him and came to punch me but I pushed her back and laughed, "I hope you wear a rubber when you fuck her Mathew, her pussys got more infections than China had when it got hit by SARS."
Then i left.
my cut from the bottle was starting to hurt,so i went into the pharmacy and bought myself some TCP antiseptic to treat it.
"Sorcha?".
I looked up. It was Natalie.
"Babes," I said, I gave her a big hug. I wanted to tell her everything about her dad but she looked so happy.
"Hi," she said, "You ok."
"Yeah yeah," I said
"You cut your face?".
"Erm yeah," I said, "My cat scratched me."
"I didnt know you had a cat," she said.
I smiled.
"Hows ur dad," i asked.
"Hes fine, hes always asking of you."
The fucking cheek, i wanted to tell her then and there but i thought, allow it.
"What you doing today?", she asked.
"Nothing," i said.
"Oh cos i need a munch and was gonna go nandos to get a take away but if you're down we can go and do lunch."
"which nandos?".
"brixton."
I agreed and me and her got on the bus to Brixton station and then walked into the nandos.
when we got there, one of her friends called but natalie didnt answer.
"who was it," i asked.
"Oh my friend Deena, she's probably gonna calling to chat about some bre she fucked," she laughed, "she's so peng though."
Then she showed me a picture of her.
SHE WAS SEXY. She looked like a mixraced Kim kardashian.
"Shes sexy," I said as we sat at the table.
We went to the front desk and placed our order then me and Natz got our refillable drinks.
I wanted to tell her that i had been getting the sweet wock from her dad and that his yout was in me but she was being so cool.
"Sorcha, i hate you, I want your eyes," she said.
"Everyone says that," I said, "i dont know why."
"Its cos theyre bare blue," she said sipping on her sprite, "they're almost unreal."
I giggled.
"So you seeing anyone," she asked.
"Nah nah, still looking." i laughed.
"Its hard, so many waste man on road, if i hear OI MY SIZE one more time, i might have to draw for my shank."
We started bussin up.
Our food came, Natz just ordered a side of rice and a quarter chicken.
I ordered two side orders or rice, a whole chicken and two orders of coleslaw.
"shit sorcha, you mus be hungry," she said.
I giggled and just munched away. as we were eating we were talking about bare stuff, then she said her dad had a girlfriend called sandra who had twins and I immedieately got angry but had to pretend.
after we ate, i ordered my desert, chocolate cheescake.
i yammed it up.
then the bill came.
I pretended to reach for my purse and then i said, "oh shit, i left my purse at home."
natalie didnt say anything for a bit and then she said, "dont worry ill pay."
she paid with her card, i burped cos i was so full.
"come to my house," she said, "got nothing better to do."
"Oh I cant," i said, "I have to meet my mum soon."
"Alright then babes." She gave me a hug and then she left. I got on the bus and counted my money cos it was only me at the bottom, i had £50 on me, imagine if paid for my meal i would have had to use some of it, never dat.
I ran to my house when i got of the bus so i was shook and then when i got inside, I suddenly felt bare horny and needed to beat before i went back to the clinic tommorow.
I called Fumez.
"come over babes," i said.
"You on a beat ting yeah," he said.
"When am i never, come see me now Fumezy baby."
He laughed and said, "Im coming alone yeah- ryans too busy sucking dick." i heard ryan say shut up in the background.
Fumez was there within the hour.
oh he was sexy.
i pulled him into the house and took off his clothes, i took off mine and he chased me up into my room.
i lay on the bed and started fingering myself .
his dick was pointing in my direction and it looked so clean, his balls were fat. his body was on point, nice chest, six pack and the v-line.
he took my hand and i started bashin him with my right hand whilst my left hand was fingering me.
Then he started sucking on my tits.
"what happend to ur face," he asked.
"dont watch that- just focus on what your gonna do to my pum."
"that dirty talk gets man blusky."
then i licked the tip off his dick.
"sorcha you're bad."
then i showed him bad i could be when i slid his warm dick in my even warmer mouth. it was a straight deepthroat ting. he started grinding in my mouth with his fingers in my pussy.
he tasted so good in my mouth, my saliva was lubing him up.
his eyes were closed.
he shrieked and then we both laughed, "fuck me fumez."
he fingered me harder to open up my pussy and it was so wet that when he pulled out his entire palm looked like it had been dipped in a glass of water.
he turned me over and rubbed his dick against my ass, he smacked it against my ass cheeks and then slowly put his.... shit... oh his dick was in me and i could feel every inch of it, he hand his hands on my shoulders as he started to doggy me.
it was throbbing in me, his pelvic muscles banging into me as my head was banging against the wall.
he smelt so nice, he felt so nice inside of me.
his hands were so firm on my tits and his dick was so deep inside of me my legs were jammed open.
he started fucking me harder and faster.
"fumez," was all i could say.
the dick was so good, his body so much for me to take.
i felt as though my entire body was cumming, then i......... FUCK! the tip of his dick hit me in the spot and i started getting dizzy.
i started whinin on his dick, letting his dick own me.
Then he got behind me so my back was facing his front. he lifted my leg and slowly slid his dick inside of me.
i rested my head on shoulders as he was wocking me out.
"fumez,"
"fumez."
"fumez."
i couldnt fake it even if i wanted to.
he was inside of me completely, twistin and swirving, he would bang fast then go slow, then go fast and then he would.... wait your dick came out... put it back in quick.... he put it back in and then he started kissing my neck.
"fuck me, fuck me."
"fuck me, fuck me, gimme ur fucking dick fumez, ah shit its deep, fumez its deep."
he was pantin so hard, his six pack rubbing against my back, his cock so far up my warm wet and throbbing pussy that i could feel the top of his balls stroking me.
"dont stop."
"should i stop."
"please dont."
"whats my fucking name."
"olefumi!".
"my fuckin road name."
"FUMEZ!".
I buss all over his dick.
he kissed my neck and then pulled out of me.
he spread my legs open and bashed off into my pussy.
i rubbed his cum into my warm pussy as i sighed.
"do me again" i said, "please fuck me again."
he laughed and said, "clean my dick with your tongue."
I did what he said. i swallowed that dick whole and let my jaws extract the cum out of his dick.
he screamed as grabbed hold of my head, pushingit back and forth.
then he..
BAM
BAM
BAM
jook in my mouth, his cum ran down my throat. he took out his dick and wiped it around my mouth like it was lipstick.
then he got dressed
"post the key," i said.
he picked up the key from my desk and left, i heard the door slam, him lock the door and then him post the key.
I lay in bed fingering myself imagining getting fucked again by him and then the image of me getting eaten out by little dee sprung to mind and then i got hot. my nipples got hard and i started throwing my head back on the bed.
then my phone rang. i kissed my teeth and answered it, it was witheld number.
"I'm not done with you sket,"
"Whose this."
"You're gonna get duppied, i promise you."
I saw who it was, it was one of Chanels boys. some man tried to stop him from running but he kicked the man and ran away. everyone at the bus stop ran to comfort me and i was like, "yeah yeah im ok."
"you should get to a hospital." one old lady said.
"yeah im going now anyway," i said. i was bare shaken up and then i started crying.
i got on the bus and some lady gave me a tissue to stop the blood pouring from my face.
"we should call the police," one woman said.
"Im ok," i said.
"it could have been one of us," one african lady said, "what is this world coming to."
I wiped my tears and got off and went to the clinic to kill the baby.
I went to the reception to confirm my time and i waited in the lounge area, the receptionist saw my cut and gave me a plaster.
i put it on and waited.
I knew how this was gonna work, cos It would be the same as the last three times,
Basically they give you somepill called mifepristone and then two days later, they give this ting called prostaglandin. Then it just feels like you're having a heavy period, thats what happens when you're less than 9 weeks.
I went in to see the doctor, she gave me the pill and told me to back tommorow for prostaglandin.
I was bare shook to go back home so I decided to go and link some guy, Mathew. He was Ugandan and he was in the year above me in school and he was going out with my friend Shareeka but when i started linking him, she found out and so they broke up and every now and again id go and link him for a beat.
He lived ten minutes from the clinic and so I said id go and see him and then ask me to dropme home so id feel safe cos i knew it was one of chanels boys who tried to bottle me.
I walked to his door and knocked.
it took time for him to answer and then he did, "shit," he said.
"U free," i asked.
"Sorcha- this isnt a good ti-"
"Oh shit, look what the cat dragged in."
I kissed my teeth, it was Shareeka.
"Ill go," i said.
"Nah nah sorcha, dont bother, you need to hear this," she said. she was in nothing but a bra and jeans.
"Shareeka, allow her, she knows the deal thats why shes going." Mathew said.
then shareeka said, "You came here to fuck my man innit, im not surpised you sneaky sket."
"I beg you mind how you talk to me babes cos tru say you have herpes."
"He ALREADY knows," Shareeka said, "You dirt slag, i should have fucked you up when i found out you were trying to link him."
"Is that what he told you," I laughed, "He was fucking me everyday you dumb sket."
"She's lying,"Mathew said.
"I thought you knew Shareeka," I said bare suprised.
"Shes chatting shit," Mathew said, "Fuck off sorcha."
Shareeka looked like she was getting vex, so i kept going, "You know that time I told you I was helping him pick out your birthday present, he was fucking me in his bed, don't believe me? hes uncircumcised and has a birth mark on his left ball sack and he cums when you blow in his ear."
She punched him and came to punch me but I pushed her back and laughed, "I hope you wear a rubber when you fuck her Mathew, her pussys got more infections than China had when it got hit by SARS."
Then i left.
my cut from the bottle was starting to hurt,so i went into the pharmacy and bought myself some TCP antiseptic to treat it.
"Sorcha?".
I looked up. It was Natalie.
"Babes," I said, I gave her a big hug. I wanted to tell her everything about her dad but she looked so happy.
"Hi," she said, "You ok."
"Yeah yeah," I said
"You cut your face?".
"Erm yeah," I said, "My cat scratched me."
"I didnt know you had a cat," she said.
I smiled.
"Hows ur dad," i asked.
"Hes fine, hes always asking of you."
The fucking cheek, i wanted to tell her then and there but i thought, allow it.
"What you doing today?", she asked.
"Nothing," i said.
"Oh cos i need a munch and was gonna go nandos to get a take away but if you're down we can go and do lunch."
"which nandos?".
"brixton."
I agreed and me and her got on the bus to Brixton station and then walked into the nandos.
when we got there, one of her friends called but natalie didnt answer.
"who was it," i asked.
"Oh my friend Deena, she's probably gonna calling to chat about some bre she fucked," she laughed, "she's so peng though."
Then she showed me a picture of her.
SHE WAS SEXY. She looked like a mixraced Kim kardashian.
"Shes sexy," I said as we sat at the table.
We went to the front desk and placed our order then me and Natz got our refillable drinks.
I wanted to tell her that i had been getting the sweet wock from her dad and that his yout was in me but she was being so cool.
"Sorcha, i hate you, I want your eyes," she said.
"Everyone says that," I said, "i dont know why."
"Its cos theyre bare blue," she said sipping on her sprite, "they're almost unreal."
I giggled.
"So you seeing anyone," she asked.
"Nah nah, still looking." i laughed.
"Its hard, so many waste man on road, if i hear OI MY SIZE one more time, i might have to draw for my shank."
We started bussin up.
Our food came, Natz just ordered a side of rice and a quarter chicken.
I ordered two side orders or rice, a whole chicken and two orders of coleslaw.
"shit sorcha, you mus be hungry," she said.
I giggled and just munched away. as we were eating we were talking about bare stuff, then she said her dad had a girlfriend called sandra who had twins and I immedieately got angry but had to pretend.
after we ate, i ordered my desert, chocolate cheescake.
i yammed it up.
then the bill came.
I pretended to reach for my purse and then i said, "oh shit, i left my purse at home."
natalie didnt say anything for a bit and then she said, "dont worry ill pay."
she paid with her card, i burped cos i was so full.
"come to my house," she said, "got nothing better to do."
"Oh I cant," i said, "I have to meet my mum soon."
"Alright then babes." She gave me a hug and then she left. I got on the bus and counted my money cos it was only me at the bottom, i had £50 on me, imagine if paid for my meal i would have had to use some of it, never dat.
I ran to my house when i got of the bus so i was shook and then when i got inside, I suddenly felt bare horny and needed to beat before i went back to the clinic tommorow.
I called Fumez.
"come over babes," i said.
"You on a beat ting yeah," he said.
"When am i never, come see me now Fumezy baby."
He laughed and said, "Im coming alone yeah- ryans too busy sucking dick." i heard ryan say shut up in the background.
Fumez was there within the hour.
oh he was sexy.
i pulled him into the house and took off his clothes, i took off mine and he chased me up into my room.
i lay on the bed and started fingering myself .
his dick was pointing in my direction and it looked so clean, his balls were fat. his body was on point, nice chest, six pack and the v-line.
he took my hand and i started bashin him with my right hand whilst my left hand was fingering me.
Then he started sucking on my tits.
"what happend to ur face," he asked.
"dont watch that- just focus on what your gonna do to my pum."
"that dirty talk gets man blusky."
then i licked the tip off his dick.
"sorcha you're bad."
then i showed him bad i could be when i slid his warm dick in my even warmer mouth. it was a straight deepthroat ting. he started grinding in my mouth with his fingers in my pussy.
he tasted so good in my mouth, my saliva was lubing him up.
his eyes were closed.
he shrieked and then we both laughed, "fuck me fumez."
he fingered me harder to open up my pussy and it was so wet that when he pulled out his entire palm looked like it had been dipped in a glass of water.
he turned me over and rubbed his dick against my ass, he smacked it against my ass cheeks and then slowly put his.... shit... oh his dick was in me and i could feel every inch of it, he hand his hands on my shoulders as he started to doggy me.
it was throbbing in me, his pelvic muscles banging into me as my head was banging against the wall.
he smelt so nice, he felt so nice inside of me.
his hands were so firm on my tits and his dick was so deep inside of me my legs were jammed open.
he started fucking me harder and faster.
"fumez," was all i could say.
the dick was so good, his body so much for me to take.
i felt as though my entire body was cumming, then i......... FUCK! the tip of his dick hit me in the spot and i started getting dizzy.
i started whinin on his dick, letting his dick own me.
Then he got behind me so my back was facing his front. he lifted my leg and slowly slid his dick inside of me.
i rested my head on shoulders as he was wocking me out.
"fumez,"
"fumez."
"fumez."
i couldnt fake it even if i wanted to.
he was inside of me completely, twistin and swirving, he would bang fast then go slow, then go fast and then he would.... wait your dick came out... put it back in quick.... he put it back in and then he started kissing my neck.
"fuck me, fuck me."
"fuck me, fuck me, gimme ur fucking dick fumez, ah shit its deep, fumez its deep."
he was pantin so hard, his six pack rubbing against my back, his cock so far up my warm wet and throbbing pussy that i could feel the top of his balls stroking me.
"dont stop."
"should i stop."
"please dont."
"whats my fucking name."
"olefumi!".
"my fuckin road name."
"FUMEZ!".
I buss all over his dick.
he kissed my neck and then pulled out of me.
he spread my legs open and bashed off into my pussy.
i rubbed his cum into my warm pussy as i sighed.
"do me again" i said, "please fuck me again."
he laughed and said, "clean my dick with your tongue."
I did what he said. i swallowed that dick whole and let my jaws extract the cum out of his dick.
he screamed as grabbed hold of my head, pushingit back and forth.
then he..
BAM
BAM
BAM
jook in my mouth, his cum ran down my throat. he took out his dick and wiped it around my mouth like it was lipstick.
then he got dressed
"post the key," i said.
he picked up the key from my desk and left, i heard the door slam, him lock the door and then him post the key.
I lay in bed fingering myself imagining getting fucked again by him and then the image of me getting eaten out by little dee sprung to mind and then i got hot. my nipples got hard and i started throwing my head back on the bed.
then my phone rang. i kissed my teeth and answered it, it was witheld number.
"I'm not done with you sket,"
"Whose this."
"You're gonna get duppied, i promise you."
Friday 26 March 2010
SORCHA SKET- 2
I woke up alone in my bed and walked downstairs into the living room and put on gmtv.
I went into the kitchen, made some cereal and went upstairs and logged onto facebook.
I had 54 friend requests from so many man, i accepted them all and I looked and i saw had a message.
"Hi Sorcha, aint spoken to you in ages, saw you on here and thought id say whagwarn."
Lol, it was from battyboy billy, we went to the same secondary but when i got kicked out in year 10.. and then it hit me, i was pregnant.
I got up and called the clinic that I used two years ago and they said they could fit me in a few hours.
I went back onto facebook and went on to billys page and was shocked, he had lost so much weight and looked like he played rugby cos there was bare pictures of him on the pitch.
in secondary, the man that i used to role with used to bully the shit out of him cos he acted like a bats lol, he used to be in all the black history dances and once he got caught whining to that holly valance tune in some class room by himself and he got fucked up for it. he was some any fat shit.
I looked at his pictures and i could tell that he was uni cos there were pictures of him with some pretty girl in a uni bedroom. it was bare shocking seeing him like this, like proper manly and in uni cos all the man that bullied him were either in pen or still on road.
I logged onto my online banking and kissed my teeth, only £2.95. i was so vex, i had spent all my money on my make up cos i ran out and i needed money. i just started crying and called natalies dad.
"babes im at work," he said.
"i need to see you, its important," i said, "im pregnant."
he was at my house within ten minutes.
he walked in lookin like he had been in the gym cos he was sweating so much.
he sat on my couch, i sat next to him.
"sorcha, how do you know its mine," he asked.
"you're the only person ive fucked, like around that time i said," i said.
"have you booked to get rid of it, " he said.
"im notdoing that," i said, "im keeping it and im going to tell natalie."
he looked at me and said, "are you insane sorcha, you need to get rid of it."
"im gonna keep it, and natalie's going to be its sister," i said.
he shook his head and said, "sorcha ive just met someone, shes a good woman don't do this to her."
"later!", i said, "look at you talking about morals, you've been fucking me since i was 14 and now you've got a woman whose dumb enough to take your shit you want nothing to do with me, im keeping this baby."
"you were a mistake sorcha, fucking you has been a mistake, you need to get rid of it, think of what this would do to natalie." he said.
"you're not thinking about natalie," i said, "you're thinking about your job, you're a social worker whose been fucking your teenage daughters friends, dont fuck with me, i wont feel any way about telling everyone about that time you fucked me in that church camp thing," i said.
He stood up and took out 2 bills and put it in my hand, "sorcha, take this and get rid of the baby, i never want to see you again."
I threw the money on the floor and slapped him, "you're not ending it with me," i said, "you're not gonna end it with me now you've had your fun with me, i love you."
He shook his head and said, "you're a brat, sorcha, a little brat who has daddy issues and you want me to be a father figure to you but it aint happening, get rid of the baby, ive given you 200 and ill give u more if thats what it'll take for you to see that I never loved you, i never even liked you."
He pushed past me and left the house.
I didnt cry until i saw his car leave outside my house and then i just lay in the couch and sobbed, just sobbed. You know when you cry so hard that you hiccup, like that, the kind of crying that hurts your chest.
I didnt stop crying until the house phone rang, the caller id told me it was my mums work place.
"hello," i said.
"babes, you sound like you've been crying," she said.
"im fine mum."
"sorry i wasnt home when you got there," she said, "work called me up because sharon had to take the night off, what are you doing today?".
"Im going to see a friend," i said.
"which one," she asked.
"shawna," i said.
"you havent had any friends round since you were 8, how come ive never met this shawna- where did u meet her."
"mum i have to go and meet her right now, bye."
I put the phone down.
i wiped my tears and got into the shower.
I dried myself and put on my makeup and then put in my blue contacts. i put on a tight white t-vest and my high waisted jeans and then my favourite chanels, picked up my clutch bag and then called one of my links, smurkz. he was so nang.
he looked like aggro and marvin from jls mixed together just sexier.
"hello," i said.
"whats good darling," he said.
"you free?".
"im actually near your yard, im gonna come round now, nobodys home yeah,"
"yeah," i said.
I needed something to take my mind off natalies dad and the baby, i was gonna get rid of it as soon as i finished fucking smurkz.
my door bell rang.
i ran down and answered it, he was with 5 guys.
"oh hi," i said.
"i was with some of my boys innit, thought i'd bring them in, thats cool yeah," smurkz said.
i wasnt cool with it, but i was shook cos now they were in my yard.
one of them shut the door behind them and i said, "do you lot want anything to drink," i asked.
"nah nah, wheres ur room," smurkz asked.
ismiled and all 7 of us went upstairs.
smurkz opend my mums room and said, "lets do it in here," he said.
"no thats my mums room," i said.
"the beds nice," he said, "come in here."
all of the guys and me were in my mums room.
smurkz took off my clothes and one of the guys were like, "ah man her body is nang."
now i was naked and on my knees with smurkz dick in my mouth. all of his friends were watching with their dicks in their hand, not bashin but just rubbin their cocks.
I licked the tip of smurkz dick and sucked the top of it bare tight whilst letting my tongue flicker allover it.
then i slid the whole thng in my mouth.
i could tell my mouth was so warm, his dick was poking my cheek as i licked his entire cock whilst it was exploring my mouth.
i was so wet, "look at me sorcha," he said, and when i did he said, "your eyes are so beautiful."
"get on the bed," he said.
i slowly got on my mums bed and was lying on top of the duvet.
then smurkz got on top of me and started smakcking his dick against my pussy. all of his boys started laufin as they surrounded the bed as he put the dick in me.
my pussy was so wet, as soon as his dick entered it my pussy swallowed it whole, smurkz groaned as he started grinding slowly as one of his boys put his dick in my mouth, the dick tasted like pussy, like it had just fucked somebody else.
smurkz chest was over my face as his hips twisted around and around banging me, i scratched his back as the dick hit the nangest spot in my pussy.
"bruv, let me hit that," another guy said.
smurkz said, "one minute bruv," and then gave me two lethal cock blows, his dick got so far in me that my legs felt paralyzed and all the blood rushed to my pussy and my head, i was in a daze.
he pulled out of me and then one his boys started fucking me. the dick felt so big, i started pantin so hard, my head felt light and my stomach was tingling so hard as the dick banged me raw. the guy was some sexy indian guy, about six foot with the sexiest six pack and a dick that.... FUCK ME...... he banged me so hard, he started banging me rhythmically,
bang
bang bang
bang
bang bang
bang
i wrapped my legs round his waist as he sucked on his tits whilst the guy whose dick i was sucking bus in my mouth.
"her tits are nice innit," smurkz said.
one guy grabbed my head and started fucking my face as the sexy indian guy kept on giving me the beat. of my life.
he smelled of pacco rabbanne.
the cock that was in my mouth was thick and long, it was white. it felt nice throbbing in my mouth.
"ah man, your brain is deep," the guy in my mouth said.
i sucked the tip of my dick using the cum that was already in my mouth as lube.
the indian guy banging me so was nang, oh my gosh, his dick would go in bare deep and then stop and then go in again to the point where i could feel his entire cock in me.
he was so sexy, my heart was beating.
"sorcha's loving this," smurkz laughed, "i cant even deny he's given her the sexiest wock ive seen in time."
the indian guy laughed and then he did the thing that made me squirt.
whilst i was suckin the other guys dick, the indian guy spread my legs and then lay on top of me banging me and took his bredrins cock out of my mouth and kissed me whilst fucking me so deep and slow in my pussy.
tears started to roll down my eyes as i felt myself about to squirt.
BAM
BAM
BAM
he pulled out.
"AHH"
i squirted so hard everywhere all over the bed, i started shakin and vibratin and clinging onto the bed for dear life as i squirted.
the indian guy then bashed into my pussy.
all of his bredrins started saying to him, "ur sick man, ur deep bruv, that beat was sexy, no homo."
"sorcha u ever been dp'd before" smurkz asked.
i shook my head.
one guy, some short blehno black guy got underneath me and put his dick in my pussy and then i felt a dick enter my ass.
i groaned, "it hurts,"
"u got any vaseline," smurkz asked.
"in the first draw" i said.
one of the guys opened the draw and pulled out the tub of vaseline, smurkz dipped his fingers in it and used it to lube my ass.
i looked down at the guy beneath me and he grabbed hold of my neck with his right hand and then stuffed his fist in my mouth as smurkz put his dick in my... SHIT.
they were both banging me at the... ah ah ah ah aha ah a aha aha yeah harder smurkz fuck me harder fuck me harder fuck fuck.
smurkz strong thighs and pelvis muscles were banging into my ass as his boys dick was hard in my pum, strong in my pum.
i was in between two hench man getting wocked, my heart beating as my juices were leaking.
uh uh uh.
smurkz came, he pulled out and his cum ran down my legs. then his boy came in me.
he pushed me off him and i was laying on my back, i was panting so hard and laughed smurkz lay nextto me.
Then they got up left.
they wore their clothes and left.
i sat up and looked at the cum all over my mums bed. i took off the duvet and put all the bedstuff in the machine and then got ready to go clinic.
I left the house and walked to the high road to catch the bus and then i heard someone call my name,
i turned my head and that was the bottle hit my face.
I went into the kitchen, made some cereal and went upstairs and logged onto facebook.
I had 54 friend requests from so many man, i accepted them all and I looked and i saw had a message.
"Hi Sorcha, aint spoken to you in ages, saw you on here and thought id say whagwarn."
Lol, it was from battyboy billy, we went to the same secondary but when i got kicked out in year 10.. and then it hit me, i was pregnant.
I got up and called the clinic that I used two years ago and they said they could fit me in a few hours.
I went back onto facebook and went on to billys page and was shocked, he had lost so much weight and looked like he played rugby cos there was bare pictures of him on the pitch.
in secondary, the man that i used to role with used to bully the shit out of him cos he acted like a bats lol, he used to be in all the black history dances and once he got caught whining to that holly valance tune in some class room by himself and he got fucked up for it. he was some any fat shit.
I looked at his pictures and i could tell that he was uni cos there were pictures of him with some pretty girl in a uni bedroom. it was bare shocking seeing him like this, like proper manly and in uni cos all the man that bullied him were either in pen or still on road.
I logged onto my online banking and kissed my teeth, only £2.95. i was so vex, i had spent all my money on my make up cos i ran out and i needed money. i just started crying and called natalies dad.
"babes im at work," he said.
"i need to see you, its important," i said, "im pregnant."
he was at my house within ten minutes.
he walked in lookin like he had been in the gym cos he was sweating so much.
he sat on my couch, i sat next to him.
"sorcha, how do you know its mine," he asked.
"you're the only person ive fucked, like around that time i said," i said.
"have you booked to get rid of it, " he said.
"im notdoing that," i said, "im keeping it and im going to tell natalie."
he looked at me and said, "are you insane sorcha, you need to get rid of it."
"im gonna keep it, and natalie's going to be its sister," i said.
he shook his head and said, "sorcha ive just met someone, shes a good woman don't do this to her."
"later!", i said, "look at you talking about morals, you've been fucking me since i was 14 and now you've got a woman whose dumb enough to take your shit you want nothing to do with me, im keeping this baby."
"you were a mistake sorcha, fucking you has been a mistake, you need to get rid of it, think of what this would do to natalie." he said.
"you're not thinking about natalie," i said, "you're thinking about your job, you're a social worker whose been fucking your teenage daughters friends, dont fuck with me, i wont feel any way about telling everyone about that time you fucked me in that church camp thing," i said.
He stood up and took out 2 bills and put it in my hand, "sorcha, take this and get rid of the baby, i never want to see you again."
I threw the money on the floor and slapped him, "you're not ending it with me," i said, "you're not gonna end it with me now you've had your fun with me, i love you."
He shook his head and said, "you're a brat, sorcha, a little brat who has daddy issues and you want me to be a father figure to you but it aint happening, get rid of the baby, ive given you 200 and ill give u more if thats what it'll take for you to see that I never loved you, i never even liked you."
He pushed past me and left the house.
I didnt cry until i saw his car leave outside my house and then i just lay in the couch and sobbed, just sobbed. You know when you cry so hard that you hiccup, like that, the kind of crying that hurts your chest.
I didnt stop crying until the house phone rang, the caller id told me it was my mums work place.
"hello," i said.
"babes, you sound like you've been crying," she said.
"im fine mum."
"sorry i wasnt home when you got there," she said, "work called me up because sharon had to take the night off, what are you doing today?".
"Im going to see a friend," i said.
"which one," she asked.
"shawna," i said.
"you havent had any friends round since you were 8, how come ive never met this shawna- where did u meet her."
"mum i have to go and meet her right now, bye."
I put the phone down.
i wiped my tears and got into the shower.
I dried myself and put on my makeup and then put in my blue contacts. i put on a tight white t-vest and my high waisted jeans and then my favourite chanels, picked up my clutch bag and then called one of my links, smurkz. he was so nang.
he looked like aggro and marvin from jls mixed together just sexier.
"hello," i said.
"whats good darling," he said.
"you free?".
"im actually near your yard, im gonna come round now, nobodys home yeah,"
"yeah," i said.
I needed something to take my mind off natalies dad and the baby, i was gonna get rid of it as soon as i finished fucking smurkz.
my door bell rang.
i ran down and answered it, he was with 5 guys.
"oh hi," i said.
"i was with some of my boys innit, thought i'd bring them in, thats cool yeah," smurkz said.
i wasnt cool with it, but i was shook cos now they were in my yard.
one of them shut the door behind them and i said, "do you lot want anything to drink," i asked.
"nah nah, wheres ur room," smurkz asked.
ismiled and all 7 of us went upstairs.
smurkz opend my mums room and said, "lets do it in here," he said.
"no thats my mums room," i said.
"the beds nice," he said, "come in here."
all of the guys and me were in my mums room.
smurkz took off my clothes and one of the guys were like, "ah man her body is nang."
now i was naked and on my knees with smurkz dick in my mouth. all of his friends were watching with their dicks in their hand, not bashin but just rubbin their cocks.
I licked the tip of smurkz dick and sucked the top of it bare tight whilst letting my tongue flicker allover it.
then i slid the whole thng in my mouth.
i could tell my mouth was so warm, his dick was poking my cheek as i licked his entire cock whilst it was exploring my mouth.
i was so wet, "look at me sorcha," he said, and when i did he said, "your eyes are so beautiful."
"get on the bed," he said.
i slowly got on my mums bed and was lying on top of the duvet.
then smurkz got on top of me and started smakcking his dick against my pussy. all of his boys started laufin as they surrounded the bed as he put the dick in me.
my pussy was so wet, as soon as his dick entered it my pussy swallowed it whole, smurkz groaned as he started grinding slowly as one of his boys put his dick in my mouth, the dick tasted like pussy, like it had just fucked somebody else.
smurkz chest was over my face as his hips twisted around and around banging me, i scratched his back as the dick hit the nangest spot in my pussy.
"bruv, let me hit that," another guy said.
smurkz said, "one minute bruv," and then gave me two lethal cock blows, his dick got so far in me that my legs felt paralyzed and all the blood rushed to my pussy and my head, i was in a daze.
he pulled out of me and then one his boys started fucking me. the dick felt so big, i started pantin so hard, my head felt light and my stomach was tingling so hard as the dick banged me raw. the guy was some sexy indian guy, about six foot with the sexiest six pack and a dick that.... FUCK ME...... he banged me so hard, he started banging me rhythmically,
bang
bang bang
bang
bang bang
bang
i wrapped my legs round his waist as he sucked on his tits whilst the guy whose dick i was sucking bus in my mouth.
"her tits are nice innit," smurkz said.
one guy grabbed my head and started fucking my face as the sexy indian guy kept on giving me the beat. of my life.
he smelled of pacco rabbanne.
the cock that was in my mouth was thick and long, it was white. it felt nice throbbing in my mouth.
"ah man, your brain is deep," the guy in my mouth said.
i sucked the tip of my dick using the cum that was already in my mouth as lube.
the indian guy banging me so was nang, oh my gosh, his dick would go in bare deep and then stop and then go in again to the point where i could feel his entire cock in me.
he was so sexy, my heart was beating.
"sorcha's loving this," smurkz laughed, "i cant even deny he's given her the sexiest wock ive seen in time."
the indian guy laughed and then he did the thing that made me squirt.
whilst i was suckin the other guys dick, the indian guy spread my legs and then lay on top of me banging me and took his bredrins cock out of my mouth and kissed me whilst fucking me so deep and slow in my pussy.
tears started to roll down my eyes as i felt myself about to squirt.
BAM
BAM
BAM
he pulled out.
"AHH"
i squirted so hard everywhere all over the bed, i started shakin and vibratin and clinging onto the bed for dear life as i squirted.
the indian guy then bashed into my pussy.
all of his bredrins started saying to him, "ur sick man, ur deep bruv, that beat was sexy, no homo."
"sorcha u ever been dp'd before" smurkz asked.
i shook my head.
one guy, some short blehno black guy got underneath me and put his dick in my pussy and then i felt a dick enter my ass.
i groaned, "it hurts,"
"u got any vaseline," smurkz asked.
"in the first draw" i said.
one of the guys opened the draw and pulled out the tub of vaseline, smurkz dipped his fingers in it and used it to lube my ass.
i looked down at the guy beneath me and he grabbed hold of my neck with his right hand and then stuffed his fist in my mouth as smurkz put his dick in my... SHIT.
they were both banging me at the... ah ah ah ah aha ah a aha aha yeah harder smurkz fuck me harder fuck me harder fuck fuck.
smurkz strong thighs and pelvis muscles were banging into my ass as his boys dick was hard in my pum, strong in my pum.
i was in between two hench man getting wocked, my heart beating as my juices were leaking.
uh uh uh.
smurkz came, he pulled out and his cum ran down my legs. then his boy came in me.
he pushed me off him and i was laying on my back, i was panting so hard and laughed smurkz lay nextto me.
Then they got up left.
they wore their clothes and left.
i sat up and looked at the cum all over my mums bed. i took off the duvet and put all the bedstuff in the machine and then got ready to go clinic.
I left the house and walked to the high road to catch the bus and then i heard someone call my name,
i turned my head and that was the bottle hit my face.
Wednesday 24 March 2010
THE SORCHA BEAT- 1.
He came in my mouth and then i got up and left.
I didnt say shit to him, I left his yard before Natalie got back, walkedto the train station and then went home.
When i got back, mum had left my cake and card on the table.
I sat at the kitchen table and just ate my cake alone with a dirty fork.
My 18th birthday.
It was about 10 oclock and the house was bare warm.
I looked at my fone expecting a call but i knew i wasnt gonna get one, i hadnt gotten one all day.
i hadnt seen my mum since last friday cos i spent the last few days with Richie in his yard in Wembley.
I took my cake into the living room and put on bbc1 and then started crying so hard, my tears ran into the cake and i threw it on the floor.
I ran up to my room and lay on the bed crying.
my body was hot, i was hurtin so bad.
my mum is some any bitch- how could she be working on my birthday.
i was here alone, in the bed just bawlin.
then my phone rang. oh shit. it was chanel.
"helo,"i wiped my tears.
"sorcha- where's my money"
"babes ..."
"sorcha dont babes me- me and you used to be tight but now you're taking the piss."
"babes please- im having a bad day- lemme take u out tonight- lets go wagamamas"
"sorcha no," she sed, "ur a snakey bitch- EVERY SINGLE girl i spoke to about you said u either fucked their man, chatted their business or fucked with their money, i should have listend to them,"
I didnt say nothing, then she sed, "thats why u have no friends."
"i promise to pay u back chanel- i promise"
"the only reason u havent been fucked up by now is cos my dad used to go school with ur any paedophile dad and i feel sorry for u and ur mum but swear down sorcha i wont feel anyway about fuckin u up when i see u."
then she put the fone down.
then i called ryan.
he was my dad's older cousins son- i met him when we bare little and my dads mums house when my mum wanted to get back with my dad but cos he had married some gladys woman and had a baby with her, since then i hadnt seen my nan or my dad but i had seen ryan, he used to link one girl i used to cotch with called Diane.
I was linkin his boy Fumez.
"whats good,"
"come pick me up- im at home."
"where out on eats,"
"ur jackin people?",i asked, "come pick me up."
"get ready."
I was already dressed- all i had to do was re-do my make up and brush my hair, i was rockin some baggy black jumper, black tights and black reebooks and gold bangles.
My eyes looked bare blue cos i had been cryin
my fone rang, it was ryan to say he was outside.
I ran downstairs and jumped into the whip.
fumez was drivin, ryan was sittin next to him at the front.
"u alrite," i sed.
"u good babes," fumez said, "what u on."
"its my birthday," i said.
"shit- and you're not doing anything?", ryan said, "ah come we reach that shoobz ashraf was telling us about."
"yeah yeah it sounds live," fumez said, "lets go."
we were in the car for about fifteen minutes, fumez was a shit driver, he was speeding all over shit and when some women in some other car honked her horn at him he sed, "dont make me come out of the car and fuck u up," she and her kids just kept quiet and they drove off.
we got to the shoobz.
when we got to the door, some white girl walked out and was like "sorry u lot werent invited," and two of her friends were like "allow any gatecrashers".
then us lot just pushed past them and walked in. it was in some hall, bare bait heads in there skankin out to some afro beat track.
ryan told one guy to get him a drink and he did it like any pussyhole.
bare of the guys were shook when we walked in, cos they must of known who fumez and ryan were.
"come we jack one of these pussy o's," ryan sed.
fumez laufed and said, "go on then."
ryan saw one guy walk out of the party on his phone, fumez laufed and all three of us walked out.
the guy was standin against some car on the fone to his mum cos i could hear him saying "mum im staying at my friends house."
when he saw us three, he told his mum he had to go.
"gimme the phone," ryan said.
"allow me man, please allow me."
he looked at me as if i was gonna help him and then fumez sed, "bruv pass the fuckin phone."
bare people walked past and said nothing, there was some woman and her little kids walking past and they looked away.
the guy got on his knees and begged ryan, "please let me go," he said.
"bruv sya please one more time and see wat i do to you."
"please."
ryan punched the guy up six times, fumez kicked him in the face and then i took his phone, then fumez spat on him and called him a pussy, then we jumped back in the whip and sped off.
"what fone is it?", fumez asked me cos i was holdin it.
"a nokia."
we all started bussin up.
"some any pussy hole man- we should have jacked his chain," fumez sed.
"he had a chain?", ryan asked.
"and a watch," i said.
ryan kissed his teeth.
"some fuckin nokia," fumez said bare pissed off.
i suddenly felt bare deep, like we had jacked and fucked up a guy for nothing, he hadnt done anything and we jacked him.
"come we go back to your drum ryan," fumez said.
"yeah yeah."
we got to ryans drum but before we went into kfc and got a munch.
we were in ryans yard, sittin in the dirty couch watching television x when fumez put his hand on my pussy.
ryan laughed and sat next to me and kissed my neck. then fumez kissed my lips as ryan put hishand in my tights and stroked my pussy.
i got up and took of my clothes off.
fumez took off his clothes off and so did ryan.
then ryan sed, "sorcha look at how fat my man is getting- look at his belly,"
we laufed as fumez punched ryan in the arm.
then i got on my knees and sucked fumez slowly, i sucked the tip and then slowly let it slide all into my mouth, i didnt let it leave my mouth as i started bash ryan off.
my pussy was getting so wet.
then that was when somethin dirty happend.
ryan took- oh shit- i shdlnt be saying this but ryan took fumez dick and started bashing it off into my mouth.
i jumped back and sed, "eeuh what the fuck are you doing"
"what,"ryan said.
"why are u holding his dick," i asked.
"shut up and suck it," fumez said.
then ryan punched me.
i sucked on the dick.
ryan grabbed my head and forced it so hard on fumez dick.
then fumez came, his cum was so thick and bitter.
i spat it out of my mouth.
"her brains better than natalies." ryan sed.
"you know natalie i asked?"
"yeah yeah, " fumez said, "im beating it- do u know her."
"yeah i do," i sed. then i got up and went into the bathroom.
i felt that same pain in my stomach and i knew it was true. at first i didnt wanna believe it, but my period was three weeks late and he was the only guy i had fucked in three months.
I was pregnant.
With Natalies dad.
I didnt say shit to him, I left his yard before Natalie got back, walkedto the train station and then went home.
When i got back, mum had left my cake and card on the table.
I sat at the kitchen table and just ate my cake alone with a dirty fork.
My 18th birthday.
It was about 10 oclock and the house was bare warm.
I looked at my fone expecting a call but i knew i wasnt gonna get one, i hadnt gotten one all day.
i hadnt seen my mum since last friday cos i spent the last few days with Richie in his yard in Wembley.
I took my cake into the living room and put on bbc1 and then started crying so hard, my tears ran into the cake and i threw it on the floor.
I ran up to my room and lay on the bed crying.
my body was hot, i was hurtin so bad.
my mum is some any bitch- how could she be working on my birthday.
i was here alone, in the bed just bawlin.
then my phone rang. oh shit. it was chanel.
"helo,"i wiped my tears.
"sorcha- where's my money"
"babes ..."
"sorcha dont babes me- me and you used to be tight but now you're taking the piss."
"babes please- im having a bad day- lemme take u out tonight- lets go wagamamas"
"sorcha no," she sed, "ur a snakey bitch- EVERY SINGLE girl i spoke to about you said u either fucked their man, chatted their business or fucked with their money, i should have listend to them,"
I didnt say nothing, then she sed, "thats why u have no friends."
"i promise to pay u back chanel- i promise"
"the only reason u havent been fucked up by now is cos my dad used to go school with ur any paedophile dad and i feel sorry for u and ur mum but swear down sorcha i wont feel anyway about fuckin u up when i see u."
then she put the fone down.
then i called ryan.
he was my dad's older cousins son- i met him when we bare little and my dads mums house when my mum wanted to get back with my dad but cos he had married some gladys woman and had a baby with her, since then i hadnt seen my nan or my dad but i had seen ryan, he used to link one girl i used to cotch with called Diane.
I was linkin his boy Fumez.
"whats good,"
"come pick me up- im at home."
"where out on eats,"
"ur jackin people?",i asked, "come pick me up."
"get ready."
I was already dressed- all i had to do was re-do my make up and brush my hair, i was rockin some baggy black jumper, black tights and black reebooks and gold bangles.
My eyes looked bare blue cos i had been cryin
my fone rang, it was ryan to say he was outside.
I ran downstairs and jumped into the whip.
fumez was drivin, ryan was sittin next to him at the front.
"u alrite," i sed.
"u good babes," fumez said, "what u on."
"its my birthday," i said.
"shit- and you're not doing anything?", ryan said, "ah come we reach that shoobz ashraf was telling us about."
"yeah yeah it sounds live," fumez said, "lets go."
we were in the car for about fifteen minutes, fumez was a shit driver, he was speeding all over shit and when some women in some other car honked her horn at him he sed, "dont make me come out of the car and fuck u up," she and her kids just kept quiet and they drove off.
we got to the shoobz.
when we got to the door, some white girl walked out and was like "sorry u lot werent invited," and two of her friends were like "allow any gatecrashers".
then us lot just pushed past them and walked in. it was in some hall, bare bait heads in there skankin out to some afro beat track.
ryan told one guy to get him a drink and he did it like any pussyhole.
bare of the guys were shook when we walked in, cos they must of known who fumez and ryan were.
"come we jack one of these pussy o's," ryan sed.
fumez laufed and said, "go on then."
ryan saw one guy walk out of the party on his phone, fumez laufed and all three of us walked out.
the guy was standin against some car on the fone to his mum cos i could hear him saying "mum im staying at my friends house."
when he saw us three, he told his mum he had to go.
"gimme the phone," ryan said.
"allow me man, please allow me."
he looked at me as if i was gonna help him and then fumez sed, "bruv pass the fuckin phone."
bare people walked past and said nothing, there was some woman and her little kids walking past and they looked away.
the guy got on his knees and begged ryan, "please let me go," he said.
"bruv sya please one more time and see wat i do to you."
"please."
ryan punched the guy up six times, fumez kicked him in the face and then i took his phone, then fumez spat on him and called him a pussy, then we jumped back in the whip and sped off.
"what fone is it?", fumez asked me cos i was holdin it.
"a nokia."
we all started bussin up.
"some any pussy hole man- we should have jacked his chain," fumez sed.
"he had a chain?", ryan asked.
"and a watch," i said.
ryan kissed his teeth.
"some fuckin nokia," fumez said bare pissed off.
i suddenly felt bare deep, like we had jacked and fucked up a guy for nothing, he hadnt done anything and we jacked him.
"come we go back to your drum ryan," fumez said.
"yeah yeah."
we got to ryans drum but before we went into kfc and got a munch.
we were in ryans yard, sittin in the dirty couch watching television x when fumez put his hand on my pussy.
ryan laughed and sat next to me and kissed my neck. then fumez kissed my lips as ryan put hishand in my tights and stroked my pussy.
i got up and took of my clothes off.
fumez took off his clothes off and so did ryan.
then ryan sed, "sorcha look at how fat my man is getting- look at his belly,"
we laufed as fumez punched ryan in the arm.
then i got on my knees and sucked fumez slowly, i sucked the tip and then slowly let it slide all into my mouth, i didnt let it leave my mouth as i started bash ryan off.
my pussy was getting so wet.
then that was when somethin dirty happend.
ryan took- oh shit- i shdlnt be saying this but ryan took fumez dick and started bashing it off into my mouth.
i jumped back and sed, "eeuh what the fuck are you doing"
"what,"ryan said.
"why are u holding his dick," i asked.
"shut up and suck it," fumez said.
then ryan punched me.
i sucked on the dick.
ryan grabbed my head and forced it so hard on fumez dick.
then fumez came, his cum was so thick and bitter.
i spat it out of my mouth.
"her brains better than natalies." ryan sed.
"you know natalie i asked?"
"yeah yeah, " fumez said, "im beating it- do u know her."
"yeah i do," i sed. then i got up and went into the bathroom.
i felt that same pain in my stomach and i knew it was true. at first i didnt wanna believe it, but my period was three weeks late and he was the only guy i had fucked in three months.
I was pregnant.
With Natalies dad.
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