SORCHA 5

"It could be either Smurkz or Ryan."

"Which ryan?".
I looked at her, I didnt wanna lie to her but what would she do if she found out i had been fucking her dad.
"Ryan- Diane's ex," i said.
She looked at me and didnt say anything for a bit then she said, "You know he's her son's dad yeah," she said. I nodded, "And you know he has nothing to do with his own son, he hasnt given her nuthin and the babies like 1 now."
I couldnt tell her that i was carryin and goin to abort her dad's baby, that i was carryin her half brother or sister.
"Wait, Sorcha, isnt Ryan your cousin?".
"Please dont tell anyone," i said, i was proper lyin.
"And Smurkz, he's linking Diane though, why would you fuck him."

"You must not have seen him," i said, "he's the sexiest guy on road."

"Sorcha, you need to abort this yout, if you keep it, you're hurting Diane either way, if its ryans itmeans your having ayout with a bre that wont look after hers and if its smurkz your having a yout with her links," natalie said.

"But why is she linkin man when she was a one year old," i said, why was i even actin like it was even ryans or smurkz baby.
"Sorcha please, tell me you're gonna abort it," she said.
"I already am," i said, "but you cant tell anybody that i was ever pregnant,".
She nodded and hugged me, "You and Deena are gonna get along so well boy, you're bare alike, you have the same mannerisms, she does this thing where she tilts her head to the side when shes upset."

I hugged her.
She hugged me back. For the first time ever in my life, i felt pain and guilt.
"Im gonna go now yeah," she said, "There's this cake shop that Deena likes, im gonna go pick her up her favourite cake."

"Thats bare nice of you," i said.
"She's always beendown for me, i dont mind doing things for her," i kissed Natalie on the cheek then she left.
I actually sat in my living room and cried, i felt so guilty.
I hated feeling like this. I felt so bad and disgusting. How could i fuck my friends dad.
I went in the shower and the cut on my face stung a bit.
I needed to see someone, i didnt want to be alone, i needed to see someone. I came out of the shower and I called Murda, one of Fumez boys.
"Baby," i said, "come and see me."
He laughed over the phone, "you want me to come see you yeah?"
"Please," i said, "i need to see you."


I creamed myself and put concealer over my cut, it hurt so much but i didnt want Murda to see me like this. I got dressed into my frenchies and put on my bright pink lipgloss.
I started cryin, i needed P and i knew Murda could help me out.
I sprayed my perfume and then straightened my hair.
Two hours passed and he still wasnt there.
Three hours passed and then four then five.

He got to my yard 6 hours after i called. I heard his car park outside my house. I was so sleepy by the time he came. I opened the door.
"Shit boy, you look nice," he said.
I kissed him on the lips.
"You took ages," i said bare sweet, "what took you so long."

"Ryan," he said, "he almost got me into some shit,".
Me and Murda sat on my couch. "What did he do," i asked.
"Me and him must have gone to link some ting outside her school and cos she didnt wanna look like a sket in front of her girls, she tried act like she didnt know we were comin and try act like me and ryan were stalkin her so Ryan mustve showed all her girls the text she sent him about her backing us brain and letting us spit roast her and shit, and then he made her get in the car and when we were in the car her mum saw us and made her get out of the car and she was proper muggin us off like callin us hoodrats and so basically me and ryan know where the bitch lives innit."


"Oh my gosh," i said, "what did you do."
Murda looked down and said, "i told him not to,"
"what did he do," i asked.
"He followed them home, innit cos he was drivin and he erm, they were too scared to scream when he held the strap to their backs and forced them in the house."
"what did he do."
"he made the mum back him brain."


I gasped.
"I had to beg him to stop, this happened like two hours ago yeah, and me and Fumez had to go over to the womens house and threaten her innit to protect ryan and told her that if she told anybody, we'd fuck up her daughter."

I didnt know what to say. How could Ryan do that.
"Ryan's too proud man," Murda said, "like in his head he thinks he's invincible, so when the skets mum boyed him in front of me, he felt like he couldnt let her get away with it."

I actually felt sick, "Ryans a rapist?".
"Nah nah, " Murda said, "making someone give you brain isnt rape," he said.
"It is," i said, "he made her give it to him cos she was scared, its rape."

"Are we gonna talk about Ryan or are me and you gonna fuck."
"I need P," i said, "i wanna start shotting for you."
He laughed, "the man that i shot too arent road man y'nah, they're cracked out bitties."

"I dont care," i said, "I need to start shottin for you,".
"You wouldnt know what you'd be sellin," he said. "I dont sell Dro, i'll see shit like meow meow, do you even know what that is."

"methadrone," i said.
"fucks u up," he said, "thats why its worth so much."
"How much would i make for shottin for you," i asked.
"Alright, lets just say that some chick that shots for me just paid for a A class mercedes from the dough she made from shottin for me."

"Let me do it," i said.
"You'd be too prang."
"And this chick isnt?", i asked.
"Diane's raggo you know,".

"Diane?,why the fuck is this bitch suddenly on everyones lips."
"Ryan's baby mum," Murda laughed, "she's the biggest slosh on road, even bigger than you."
"Fuck you," i laughed, "Let me start shottin for you."
"Alright," he said.
I kissed his neck.
He smelled of dro as he squeezed my ass.
He was so sexy. He was short, like 5 foot 4, but he was so wedge. nice shape up, big hands and from what one of my friends had said, a big dick. I hoped she wasnt chattin shit cos my pussy was gettin moist for this guy.

"Can i suck your dick please Murda."
"Gwan."
I took down his joggin bottoms. he wasnt wearin any underwear.
"commando flex yeah?".
He laughed.
I took the dick in my mouth. i wasnt gonna tell him i was in the middle of a termination. His dick was about 8 inches, bleh! it was going to have a lot of room in my pussy.
i sucked the dick bare slow, letting my tongue flicker around the tip whilst sucking the entire thing. I was so horny, he was playing with my tits. i lay on the sofa with my bum in the air and my mouth on his dick.
He was groanin.
I started suckin faster, i slowly deepthroated it, i gagged a bit but i didnt care, i needed to make this head so sick so he wouldnt change his mind about letting him shot for me.
"get naked,".
I took off everything.
i sat next to him, i rested my thigh over his naked thigh. he started playing with my pussy.
"Your pussy feels so nice," he said.
"Fuck me," i said.
He looked at me.
"I cant,".
His fingers crept into my pussy. "why not," i asked, "you're already hard."

"I'm a virgin."

I gasped. "A what," i asked. Shit boy, i hadnt heard that word since sunday school.
"You're a virgin," i asked.
He nodded.
I kissed his lips.
THIS WAS FUCKING PERFECT. If i was his first beat, he'd love me and make sure id always shot for him. This was the first time i was gonna give The Sorcha Beat to a virgin.

It was time for me to take control of his cocky.
I slowly sat on his dick, "im gonna ride u bare slow and if u feel like ur gonna cum, jus tell me and ill stop."
He nodded.
He was so nervous.
I rode the dick slowly, slowly nibbling at his ear. LOOL. Murda a virgin, i was suprised that ryan hadnt hooked him up with one of his boshes. anyway it was workin to my advantage, once murda had sampled my pussy, he'd always be gassed over me. Taking a mans virginity was fuckin power and i felt like margaret thatcher and his dick was britain, i was gonna suck him dry.

"Im gonna buss."
I jumped up. "Make it stop," i whispered. "if you buss we cant fuck for longer, u dont want that do you?".
i looked at his dick. only precum came out. Yes. he had been able to control himself.
I rubbed my tits against his head and touched his chest, i grabbed his dick.
I got on top and started riding. his dick felt so nice in me. shit. i suddenly realized how good dick felt. it was so thick and hard in me, like it was born to be there.
i bounced on the dick saying bare shit.
"murda me!".
"gimme the dick murda."OHSHIT.
His dick touched a very nice nerve, i giggled and started sweating. he laughed cos i know he felt it too. he grabbed my ass as i kept on riding. i was panting so hard, my heart was beating. I feel sorry for those girls whose man cant do it boy, they're missing out cos murda's virgin dick was making me haps.

I looked at him, i saw a tear role down his right eye.
I was riding so slow and nice. i kissed his neck. This was the nicest beat id had in ages,
"lemme get on top," he said.
I giggled, "ive created a monster," i said.
I led him up to my room and lay on the bed.

He slowly got on top and put it in and started fuckin me slowly.
"Oh," i groaned, i wasnt even faking, there wasnt an inch of his dick i wasnt feelin and feenin.
He started jookin me. he had his hands around my neck gently as his waist twisted and turned in me. the dick was in me so hard. it slipped out. he put back in quickly.
"make diane stop shottin for you, make me your only one," i said.

"cool cool,"he said fuckin me.
i grabbed his neck as he fucked me. uh uh uh uh uh. he was lickin my neck as he was fucking me so raw. his Vline was bangin into mine. i spanked him.
we both started laughin.
oh fuck!
his dick was like a radiator in my pussy, it was warmin it up, i felt like his dick belonged in my pussy, i didnt want it to leave. he was pushin it so hard in me. so fucking hard and fast in me. "ah aha ahahaahahahaaha uh uh uuhuh."


my man was hackin it out, he was on a mission.
"harder."
he gave it to me harder, i was being fucked like a rag doll and the dick was strokin all the nerves in my pussy. he stuck his tonguedown my mouth and down my throat. our lps were jammed together.
his dick in my pussy.
my tongue in his mouth.
the both of us on the bed.
"FACK!".

He pulled out and held his head cryin out in pain.
"whats wrong."
"my head-" he screamed, "it fuckin hurts."
"should i get u a paracetemol."

He was rolling around the bed screaming in pain.
I looked at him.
His ears were bleeding.